像个傻瓜~

像个傻瓜一样
每天都想知道你的消息..
你还好吗？

真像个傻瓜
时时刻刻都在想你..
你在想我吗？

真是个傻瓜
因为我的心只有你..
你心里还有我吗？

分开多年但脑海都是你
好久已经没你的消息
好多事情都摆在心里
一直都不敢说出口
害怕听到真实的答案
你的离开让我感到心酸
真想要你永远在我身边

看着日出直到日落的太阳
对着窗外的月亮直到深夜
瞎着眼走在街上
路程弯曲
我笑着哭
回想起过去
为何你那样对待我？
你在想什么我从来都不懂
你我之间都没有一刻美好的回忆
真想知道..
你爱过我吗？

对着镜子里的我
眼泪不听话
忍耐太久内伤太重
我不怪你
都怪我太傻了
是我伤了自己的心
那就是因为我爱你


- 姝 -

爱情是 . . .

爱情是沉迷..
爱情是沉迷但更危险的是不在意

爱情是勇气..
爱情是勇气但让你变成傻瓜

爱情是风..
爱情是风因看不到而是感觉到

爱情是迷宫..
爱情是迷宫让我在茫茫人海里去找你

爱情是奇迹..
爱情是奇迹让我认识了你

爱情是陷阱..
爱情是陷阱一旦掉下去就无法回到原地

爱情是酒精..
爱情是酒精让我沉醉到睁不开眼

爱情是时间..
爱情是时间就如跟着你的时间转

爱情是法术..
爱情是法术让我飘在空中直到天堂

爱情是钉子..
爱情是钉子只要碰到就会痛

爱情是树根..
爱情是树根但种在心里就无法自拔

爱情是没有距离..
爱情是没有距离因你我是心里相通

爱情是生命..
爱情是生命因你已拿走了我的心

爱情是回忆..
爱情是回忆因为一切已经是过去了..
而你.. 已离我而去..

你.. 不在意
没勇气面对我
也没感觉了
而我.. 迷路了
奇迹也不见了
不小心把自己埋藏了
眼前很模糊
原来时针停留了
发现自己在黑暗里
没有伤痕但觉得好痛
原来你拔掉了正在成长的花儿
渐渐地你我隔着一段距离
但你.. 还拥有我的心..


- 姝 -

我要哭了！

星期五的晚上.. 独自一个人！
就连可爱Baby都不在！T^T 唉~
姐姐去了男朋友的家 ，也把Baby 带走了！留下我一个人 . . .
为什么我是单身呢？o.0
其实单身不是不好.. 我觉得还不错的.. 就只是会觉得寂寞没人陪吧.. 始终男朋友无时无刻都会在你身边当你需要他的时候..
就算我的梦想实现.. 就算我已得到了我的要求..
对我而言 ，寂寞的感觉永远是不能逃避的..

虽然过去曾经拥有 ，
但是都没有被重视过..
没有好好的约会过..
没有好好的被爱过..
似乎好像有背叛的感觉..
没有勇气再次去爱了..

最后..
会不会孤独到老呢？
o.0

What Does Love Means?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4to 8 year-olds,”What does love mean?”
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think:


“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and painther toenails anymore.So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his handsgot arthritis too. That’s love.”
Rebecca- age 8


“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.”
Billy - age 4


“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shavingcologne and they go out and smell each other.”
Karl - age 5


“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of yourFrench fries without making them give you any of theirs.”
Chrissy - age 6


“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”
Terri - age 4


“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sipbefore giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.”
Danny - age 7


“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired ofkissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss”
Emily - age 8


“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stopopening presents and listen.”
Bobby - age 7


“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friendwho you hate,”
Nikka - age 6


“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears iteveryday.”
Noelle - age 7


“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are stillfriends even after they know each other so well.”
Tommy - age 6


“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. Ilooked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving andsmiling.He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”
Cindy - age 8


“My mommy loves me more than anybody .You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”
Clare - age 6


“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.”
Elaine-age 5


“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says heis handsomer than Brad Pitt.”
Chris - age 7


“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left himalone all day.”
Mary Ann - age 4


“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her oldclothes and has to go out and buy new ones.”
Lauren - age 4


“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and littlestars come out of you.”
Karen - age 7


“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But ifyou mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.”
Jessica - age 8


And the final one — Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was anelderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the oldgentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the littleboy said,“Nothing, I just helped him cry”


credits: mintypop @Cyxion Forums

终于毕业了！

就在16 July 1200am.. 成绩出！
等了几个星期了！
嘻嘻.. 看到这文章的title就知道我过关了！
对！不知是否该高兴.. 因为之后的日子会是不同了..
会遇到“精彩”的挫折..
怎样都好.. 必须为自己好好打算！

哈哈哈~
非常谢谢我的宝贝猪琳琳=3
在我最需要陪伴的时候在我身边 XP 虽然我们的距离很远.. 嘻嘻~
muacksss~ XD
以后的日子还是会辛苦你了喔！
我们都是猪.. 所以你这只猪也是没问题的！
我这只猪的榜样你都看到了噢！

*0inK OinK~

讨厌你的理由

讨厌第一次和你相见的时候，
因为你让我对你留下了印象。

讨厌和你谈话的过程，
因为我发现我渐渐的对你有好感了。

讨厌你对我好的时候，
因为你让我的心跳乱了节奏。

讨厌你的笑容，
因为在我没能见到你的笑脸，
会似失去了阳光。

讨厌你对我的每一句甜言蜜语，
因为每当听不到，
生活如淡水。

讨厌你给我的惊喜和礼物，
因为它永远也离不开我的怀抱。

讨厌你每次的原谅和宠爱，
让我变的千以百顺，
无比的野蛮。

更讨厌你一句话没留就无影无踪，
因为你让我感到千针刺心似的流血和泪。

但令我最讨厌甚至恨的是，
爱上了你的我。

珊

0ne yeaR anniversary~

it has been one year I blog here.. everytime I started blog (ie. multiply, xanga, spacelive, etc), I don't update blog at all but at least post photo album.. but end up.. cancel account O.o
I don't know why I blog here.. and I don't have much reader as well.. I guess only 2-3 people.. and thats YOU *lol* thank youuuuu~~~
this is because of me! I did not tell anyone about my blog.. keep mystery XD
d0n't know WHY?!

anyway.. it is quite weird I still can continue blog here.. I used to think blog is actually like you are writing what happen to you in a website and let people read and know about that.. I personally think thats privacy.. anyhow, I do read my friends blog as well but I think is not that bad so.. I giv it a try XP
there are lots of different types of people around.. as there is crowd.. there goes gossip O.o I did not say that I don't gossip but there is a limit where I will stop.. if there is any gossip bout me I will be away from it because I rather don't wanna know whats about to keep me safe ^^ even if I had know.. pretend as if I don't know anything and forget everything.. time will make things better if you handle with "care" XD

today is Saturday night.. and I am home alone T^T
July 14.. sis birthday..
Happy Birthday sis..
sigh~ this sis of mine.. I don't know whether she realise or not.. I think I take care of her, as in help her, more than she do [x.X] come one! isn't elder sister take care of younger sister?!
sigh~ I gotta be a power woman!

*Happy Aniversary to my Bloggieee~* XP

NiCe Qu0teS

When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time, then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, then you tomorrow will never come.

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Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

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Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life.
Relationship work best when they are balanced.

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If you sleep, you dream.
But if you study, you turn those dreams into reality.

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When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
Choice is yours.

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We make them cry who care for use.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life, its strange but true.
Once you realise this, its never too late to change.

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Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice.., Act Wise.

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Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life...

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Lastly . . .
Yesterday is a history ...
Tomorrow is a mystery ...
Today is a gift ...

闷闷不乐 T^T

整个人很失落.. 非常失落..
闷闷不乐的..
觉得自己真没用！！

刚才上HipHop舞蹈班.. 一次过三个小时！总共三班..
第一班是HipHop Beginner，第二班和第三班都是HipHop Advance(比较快一点)可是不同老师
第二班还可以跟得上.. 但是第三班就.. 好累!!! 又是快舞还更糟糕!!! 跳得非常烂!!! 烂到非常严重的地步!!! 笨蛋!!!
第一班HipHop Beginner和第三班HipHop Advance是同一个老师..
这位男老师不知道怎么了.. 我总是觉得他好像对我有偏见 o.0
不知道是不是我多心了 T^T
还是算了 @@

书读完了.. 是时候进入社会了 T^T
我不要!!! 因为我没用能力 T^T
信心跑到哪里去了?!
感受到压力.. 避免不了的压力..

真感谢音乐..
可以让我的心情比较好过..
日子也是比较好过..

b0RinG ~ ==

siGH~ sIgh~ SIGH~
cant wait for my result out and apply for my graduation T^T
I wanna make myself busy instead of sitting infront of my laptop whole day @@
don't know why.. recently wanted to talk to someone but.. can't find the right person though..
oh well.. there is no need to talk about.. gotto find myself something to do..

aCti0n !!!

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