31 August 2007

DaYs at PertH~

2 days before I go to Perth, I was really sick as in abit fever and cough terribly.. It was really terrible and try very hard to recover in that 2 days before I go to Perth.. BUT.. not recover as what I expected to.. Few days later at Perth, Yu-Min get the same sickness as me.. I feel guilty and sorry bout that cos I was staying at her place and she probably get cough because of me T^T siGh~~~

DaY 1 @ Perth *23th AuG - ThuRs*
It was an afternoon flight.. This is my first time travel alone and I feel weird about that.. that time, I wished I did not plan up this trip.. plus I was really extremely sick.. I dont feel good and comfortable in the plane.. really headache and hungry.. *sigh* however I manage to meet up Kim and she is so kind to let me stay at her place for these days.. We had Japanese food for dinner at TAKA Restaurant.. According to Kim, it is consider a nice and cheap meal.. but to me is still not as good as Melbourne food even thought is slightly few dollar more expensive, and it is really FOOD tho.. I was coughing terrible that night.. Feel bad as I am staying at people place..
Sleep at around 8pm O.O *tiRed*


DaY 2 @ Perth *24th AuG - Fri*
Kim went to work and I stayed at home until she's back at 2pm.. Had McD for lunch O.O Then she bring me around the city.. It was Fri night so is not as bad as other days of weekdays.. But still.. is not a busy city as Melbourne.. Kim told me that Perth is a biggest place and the most less people in Australia! and there is lots of Aboriginal compared to other state..

DaY 3 @ Perth *25th AuG - SaT*
Kim bring me to city again to meet up with my very old fren, Jenny, whom I know her during AUSMAT @ Sunway College.. I really like her as a fren but too bad after the AUSMAT pre-U, we went to different uni.. seldom contact with each other.. I give her a big surprise! She does not know I am here in Perth.. I asked Kim to call her up that there is something from me that have to pass to her.. She is surprise to see me tho.. then we had Vietnamese food for lunch and took a bus "Blue Cat", which is free to Harbour Town.. A place for shopping.. I did not get anything coz there is nothing much I want.. and then.. there goes a day..

DaY 4 @ Perth *26th AuG - Sun*
Again.. today I going to give a surprise to my cousin.. (I think I am here is "scared" people! XD) *Had to trouble Kim again for this.. SORRY!* I called up her BF and tellin him that I want to give her a surprise.. So, he planned and get her out to city.. She was quite curious about his reaction XD Finally get to see her in front of the train station.. She really shock to see me and nearly cried out *ouuu~* *huggie* Kim went to hang out with her fren and I stick with my cousin.. we had McD *again for me* for lunch.. no choice.. walk around the city again..

*LondOn C0uRt*




Then we go back to my cousin hostel and get ready for tonight party.. My cousin's birthday is on 27th so, is just nice that I am here to celebrate with her.. That night was quite cool.. nice food and everything.. It was a really tired day to me.. I think I still following Melbourne time zone that is 2 hours early different from Perth [e. e] soOOoOoo sleepy and still gotto take so many pictures @.@ zZZ ~ my cousin love to take pictures..



DaY 5 @ Perth *27th AuG - Mon*
Today is my cousin birthday *HappY BirthdaY*.. Spending a night at her place and today suppose to be vegetarian to me but I forgotten during dinner time! Oh well.. there is nothing much we spend for the day.. suppose that I have to go back to Kim place but it was quite troublesome so end up staying back at my cousin place.. went to Curtin Uni and look around.. my cousin wanted to go library so I just follow here there.. It was really huge and nice uni..




There goes another day...

DaY 6 @ Perth *28th AuG - Tues*
Another day that is nothing much to do.. but my cousin's BF got a plan that is going to sandboarding on the next day! So, my cousin and I went to Kim place and get my clothing.. Sigh~ I really feel bad that I actually place my luggage at Kim's place and hangout myself T^T but she still very nice.. I gotto spend her a meal or something for her kindness.. *sigh~*
then.. my cousin bring me to Garden City.. A shopping mall!!! But I did not buy anything 0.o Just walk around and go back.. is quite rush anyway coz shops closed at 5pm @.@


DaY 7 @ Perth *29th AuG - Wed*
A Great day to start XD going to Lancelin for sandboarding.. that place is where, sand is all over the place.. It was a 2 hours journey and there are 10 of us.. It was great and fun.. However, it wasn't a good weather that day.. keep shower again and stop and then again.. extreme windy and I hardly play the sandboarding cos I feel I am going to blow away! and it was really pain when is hit by sand with that huge wind! But it was fun tho.. I fell off the boarding coz I cant control it XD It was quite embarrassed XP We also ride on a big 4 wheel drive bus! *more pic later XP* the driver drive around and it is not a normal ride! It goes high up and down.. I don't know how to express it but it was great XP





After dinner, we went to Utopia for Milk Tea and Kings Park where a place that can view the city of Perth.. It is really nice view.. We didn't get to stay for long due to the shower T^T



DaY 8 @ Perth *30th AuG - ThuRs*
Another boring day.. thought that I'll be going to Jenny's place to stay over but she last minute told me that her fren drag her to a birthday party T^T *sigh* I have been waited for this time but end up like this.. thought that we can have a great chit chat but end up disappointment *sigh* really disappointed.. another boring day alone at my cousin's place.. I really cant wait to go back Melbourne T^T *sobs~*
At night, a bunch of us went out for dinner at an Indian Restaurant.. Spicy fooOOod XD nice food.. *wink~* oh well.. sort of eating alone since I don't really know all of them even though I hang out with them to the Lancelin trip.. Shut up and eat my food +.+
Later than.. we went to Kings Park again.. This time no shower! Cool~ hehe.. took few pictures.. really nice view ^^
there is really not much places to go in Perth *lol*


*twO mOre DaYs tO gO~*

19 August 2007

醒来咯!

昨晚都没睡直到早晨大概九点钟多才睡觉..
醒过来.. 发觉这样的睡觉时间是不好的..
因为.. 当我醒来的时间已经是下午四点多了!觉得自己在浪费了时间..
早上 ,上午 ,下午.. 这么多的时间我可以做我应该做的事情..
醒过来.. 望着窗外.. 天气很好哦!太阳都照进来咯!我怎么还躲在被里呢!
这么好的天气真想出去啊.. 可是可以到哪儿去呢?
朋友都没几个..

真是没用的 「我 」

闷闷不了

最近疯狂地吃.. 不知道胖了吗..
心情好低落.. 不晓得为了什么..
感觉好空虚..

刚才稍微跟朋友聊了聊.. 平复了心情..
问自己到底要什么.. 到底想什么..
得到的回应是.. 不知道!
是时候改变自己了.. 不然就来不及了!
每天早上醒来都告诉自己今天要过的好.. 要加油!
最重要是.. 不要懒惰!会害到自己..

整晚没睡.. 现在就“睡午觉”..
希望醒来就没事了..

是时候放下了
不要天天折磨自己
相信他已经放下了
一滴眼泪都没有
可心却不听话
偷偷地掉泪
该吃药疗伤
可怎么医也医不好
睁开眼睛清醒
他不爱你了!
以前也是.. 现在也是.. 以后也是.. 未来也是!

真是
自作自受的家伙..
那就是 「我 」

13 August 2007

无聊的我

我现在的生活开始有点无聊了.. 还好我不是个喜欢party的人.. 我是个非常无聊的人所以过着现在无聊的生活算不了什么 XD
昨天去慈济那里.. 看有什么volunteer事情干.. 也没什么的.. 当时有个training..
这training就可以说是告诉我们什么是慈济.. 干什么的.. 是用什么心态.. 还有一些分享等等..
学习了不少东西..
让我很深刻的是..

「有智慧的一段话 」

有一天一个有智慧的教授问他的学生 :“为什么人生气时说话用喊的?”
所有的学生都想了很久 ,其中有一个学生说 :因为我们丧失了 “冷静” ,所以我们会用喊的 。

教授又问 :“但是为什么别人就在你旁边而已 ,你还是用喊的 ,难道不能小声的说吗?为什么总是要用喊的?”
几乎所有的学生都七嘴八舌的说了一堆 ,但是没有一个答案是让教授满意的 。

最后教授解释说 :“当两个人在生气的时候 ,心的距离是很远的 ,而为了掩盖当中的距离使对方能够听见 ,于是必须用喊的 ,但是在喊的同时人会更生气 ,更生气距离就更远 ,距离更远就又要喊更大声 ……”

教授接著继续说 :“而当两个人在相恋时会怎么样呢?情况刚好相反 ,不但不会用喊的 ,而且说话都很轻声细语 ,为什么?因为他们的心很接近 ,心与心之间几乎没有距离 ,所以相恋中的两个人通常是耳语式的说话 ,但是心中的爱因而更深 ,到后来根本不需要言语 ,只用眼神就可以传情 ,而那时心与心之间早已经没有所谓的距离了……

最后 ,教授做了一个结论 ;
“当两个人争吵时 ,不要让心得距离变远 ,更不要说些让心距离更远的话 ,自然的过了几天 ,等要心得距离已经比较没有那么远时 ,再好好的说吧!!”

了解了这个智慧的话.. 让我深深了解生气的感觉和感受..
感觉到距离.. 感受到心痛..
非常好的智慧跟大家分享..

另外.. 我们看了不同的讲座影带.. 其中让我深刻的是关于自然的环境和地球..
不看这个影带我都不知道.. 原来地球都已经有46亿岁了!一个非常老的星球.. 我们人类的所作所为让地球老得更快!我曾经从别人口中听说过.. 释迦牟尼佛说过.. 总有一天地球会不见.. 不过时间还没到而已..
在那讲座里也有提到这番话.. 想一想.. 非常有可能 ,就看看现代的我们把大自然毁灭了 。住在这大自然的动物都失去了屋顶.. 我们人.. 例:乞丐,无家可归的.. 我们都觉得可怜了.. 那.. 那些野生动物呢?
我在另一方面想.. 如果地球没了那住在地球上的生命也当然跟着没了不是吗?那.. 现在拥有的都是幻想而已?
当时 ,当我再次听到地球以后会消失 ,我深深感受到.. 什么梦想都像气球一样突然爆了.. 似乎感觉到我的周围都是假的现象..
地球还没消失之前.. 我们人或有生命的都会面对死亡.. 那.. 死了去哪儿?
我们的身体不就只是一个保护着灵魂的壳.. 死的是身体.. 灵魂还活着.. 身体死了因为身体外和内的器官慢慢无能为力了..

还有.. 人是被创造的.. 那为什么我们每一个都不一样呢?有穷有富的.. 有丑有美的.. 有残废有完美的.. 唯一的答案就是.. 「因果 」
我觉得我越想越深.. 越想越多..

看来.. 我该多修养了..
好久没参与佛教会的活动了.. 这次在慈济里的活动 ,我觉得很不自在.. 让我回想起大概四年前我常常参与的活动.. 之后就几乎没有参与了..
这个星期日有个青年组的活动.. 不知道是否要去呢?!我不敢呃!害怕面对陌生人.. 我真是缩头乌龟!
不过..

乌龟还蛮聪明的哦!
XD

10 August 2007

谈烦恼

人都是求 「有 」,
有就是烦恼 。


有些人常常起烦恼 -
因为别人一句无心的话 ,
他欲有意的接受


如果有所付出就像有所回报 ,
将会招来烦恼 。


「贪 」不但带来痛苦 ,
也使人堕落 。


人生多欲为苦 -
人常被 「 欲 」 所牵引造业


烦恼就像一条毒蛇睡在人的心中 ,
一触动它 ,蛇就会咬人 。


人生有烦恼 ,
皆源贪 ,镇 ,痴三毒所引起 。


人都因为有一个 「 我 」 作中心才有烦恼 ,
所以要将 「 我 」 看淡些 。


拥有的人烦恼 「 失 」 ,
没有的人忧虑 「 得 」 ;
患得患失 ,即成忧虑 。


人人本有清净纯真的佛性 ,
只因烦恼无明遮蔽了 。


自我批判的认错心理 ,
是人格升华的阶梯



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严重失眠!

唉… 我又失眠了!
失眠真是痛苦!躺在床上睡不下!就在这种情形下度过四个小时左右!
== 简直就无话可说!
到最后弄到自己肚子饿!

*撞壁*

唉… *叹气*
*为什么这样子…

05 August 2007

你知道吗?


一个人的快乐,不是因为他拥有的多,而是因为他计较的少

静坐常思己过,闲谈莫论人非

并非有钱就是快乐,问心无愧心最安

小事不做,大事难成

对父母要知恩、感恩、报恩

话多不如话少,话少不如话好

真正的爱心,是照顾好自己这颗心

发脾气是短暂的发疯

看别人不顺眼,是自己修养不够

爱不是要求对方,而是要求自身付出

屋宽,不如心宽

人要知福、惜福、再造福

02 August 2007

谈心境

用宁静的心态 ,
观大地众生相 ,
听大地众生声 。

有人点灯求光明 ,
其实真正的光明在我们心里 。

佛前的灯不必刻意去点 ,
要紧的是点燃我们的心灯 。

人的心地就像一亩田 ,
若没有播下好的种子 ,
也长不出好的果实来 。

天堂和地狱 ,
都是由心和行为所造作 。

心无邪思 ,
意无邪念 ,
则常自在 ;
心正邪不侵 。

时时好心就是时时好日 。

心中时时保持正念 ,
任何时间 、方位都是吉祥的 。

三心二意无定性 ,
四处徘徊不专精 ,
尽管条条道路通长安 ,
却永远无法到达终点 !

要用心 ,
不要操心 、烦心 。

以佛心看人 ,
人人皆是佛 ;
以鬼心看人 ,
人人皆是鬼 。

身体上的病并不可怕 ,
可怕的是心病了 。

十分病 ,
有三分是身病 ,
其余七分是心病 。

心迷就会苦 ,
心悟就自在 。

心善即天堂 ,
心恶即地狱 。

人的观念不正 ,
就不能正业 ;
观念如果偏差 ,
所做的是也会错误 。

心不专 、念不一 ,
做事难以成就 。

心念专一 ,
必须收摄杂念 ,
恒持清净一念心 ,
这就是 「系缘修心 」。

非来变为是 ,
恶来即成善 ,
任何是非皆善解之 ,
则无是非 。


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