Lost My SouL Before I Lost My Life

mann.. i really have no idea whats wrong with me.. in all the sudden i feel stress at this semester.. even i ONLY take 3 subjects T.T is just only started new semester!!

oh my god..
is like i am entering the door of hell!?
on my way to?! ...

I aM LosT T.T
Couldn't find my way out..

I wonder..
Where is the light lead me to the exit?!

I wonder..
When will this suffering end?!

I wonder..
Will there any hand lift me up?!

I wonder..
Where is my confident gone?!

I wonder..
Will my tears stop?!

I wonder.. I wonder.. I wonder..
I wish this world could just live simple without any further growth in economy.. less challenging.. less politics.. no wars..
Right now is just too much.. giving people more stress and pressure, which may be lead to suicide.. well actually people give people stress tho..they wish for more than what they have right now!!
sigh~ life is complicated..
my life is complicated tho ~
i lost my soul before i lost my life ..