Bad LucK?! Fated?!

It is week 4 since I am back to aus.. and I finally has a place to stay.. a place called *home*..
Back in 3 weeks.. I been looking for house.. go for inspection.. submitted 3 application forms.. the 2 place I like had been rejected T^T so sad~
The third preference.. is when.. when I moving to my current place.. the next morning I receive the agent called! Asking me whether I am interested on the apartment! sigH ~ fated . . .
too bad.. if I stay in that apartment.. I can hang out with my friends anytime! my friend staying in that apartment as well! and also close to my dancing classes! *sobsss*
is not that I dont like this place currently I staying at.. just that.. Have to bare with others (esp. those you are not close to) when doing anything.. I dont wanna mention much but.. is quite tiring.. If I have a choice I rather just stay with my sister..

sigH~

T^T

Hope everything goes well in the next few months . . .

mY H0me?!

sigH~ is been 2 weeks I am back to aus and I am still looking for house and this week is the third week.. when is this situation gonna end?! I feel so paiseh staying at my friend house.. My tears coming out again and again and again.. in this lonely world.. I am looking for someone I can talk to.. or else something might happen to me.. I don't know what but I can feel something.. gonna be end of the world.. or I should say.. end of life..
there are people who are friendly.. or may be not.. whats wrong with these people? Look down on people huh?!
things is not easy to handle.. must have the skill.. the mind.. the attitute.. and whats more? I have no idea..
where is my angels? where is the light that shine my way when I walk forward..

is time for me to "dream"..
what tmr would be like?
mystery future~

~ end oF st0rY ~

mY DaY-s

SaturdaY ~

M0rninG + Aftern0on ~
It was a hot day! I don't mean by HOT as in great?! It is the weather!!! damn it.. did not go anywhere except that.. I went to dance class ^^ HipHop dance *hehe*
After I attend those classes.. I realised that I really need a lot of practice for my dance.. All the while, I been thinking that I can dance since I learned dance myself through video.. like those Boa dance XP I even learned traditional dance, though, had stop one year T^T
I feel my body can't move smoothly.. is frozen..
Practice make perfect!!!

Hwaiting!!! XD


NigHt~
oh yea.. cooling ouuu~ me, vv, yumin were having a great night ^^
we went to Universal to have our dinner *pizza+pasta* yumm~ yumm~ (forgot take pictures T.T)

Picture oF US ^^


Then.. we continue our night to.. Brunetti!!! *^^*
Having our Ice Chocolate + Cake XP *fat fat*






*TaLkinG* XD



Mid-niGht ~
hoho~ ... after our nigHt "feveR".. Go back home of course!!! XP
we continue our great time.. watching HEROES!!! HIRO!! freakin good mann.. love it =3


only go to bed at 4am @.@


Sunday

Due to our bedtime.. me and yumin overslept.. as suppose that we have to go market buy some vege XP
afternoon.. went to Bridge shopping!!! Nth much.. I love my new earring ^^
And then followed by... Smith St. *aGain* XP went to Nike and Adidas outlet.. I bought a Nike big bag and a singlet jacket XP It was lucky that I did not buy that singlet jacket last week, because it was so expensive mann.. NOW IS SALE!!! XD
Finally.. dinner time XP Shanghai Dumpling! KoKo BLack! hoho~ *ice chocolate AGAIN* XD
too bad that we have to take away our ice chocolate.. no table for us T^T too many people..
hehe.. yummy ice chocolate anyway XP

PS: KoKo BLacK Ice cHocoLate is tHe BEST!!! =3

tiMe . . .

why things are always come in the wrong time?!
and when things come.. isn't it too late?!

I am sOO regret about what I have wasting my precious time last year and is the whole year.. oh great.. *kill me*
well, I happen to find out a great place for me to learn dance..
what I wanna learn is the movement.. to me is not about the dance but the movement that makes dance =x *what am I shyt-ting*
oh well.. anyway..
today my first class and I attended two classes and that is Popping and Locking.. I am not quite sure what's popping but for locking.. I thought is a kind of robot dance but.. I dont learn that in the class.. *hmmm~*

this year is my last year to stay in Aus.. really really hope I still can stay longer T^T
oh God.. Please help me T^T

*sobsss*

人生。。

人生最可怜的事 ，
不是生离死别 ...

而是 ...

当面对自己所拥有的 ，
自己却不知道它的珍贵 。


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[ 享受你的生活 ，不要与别人比较 。]


~ ~ ~ 不钓大鱼的钓客 ~ ~ ~

有一个人在河边钓鱼 ，他钓了非常多鱼 ，
但每钓上一条鱼就拿尺量一量 。
只要比尺大的鱼 ，他都丢回河里 。
其他钓客不解地问 ：“别人都希望钓大鱼 ，为什么只有你将大鱼都丢回河里呢？”
这人轻松地回答 ：“因为我家的锅子只有尺这么长 ，太大的鱼装不下 。”

* 取自己够用的 ，不必贪求 ，这也是一个重要的修练 。*


~ ~ ~ 改变 ~ ~ ~

有一只乌鸦打算飞往东方
途中遇到一只鸽子
双方停在一棵树上休息
鸽子看见乌鸦飞得很辛苦
关心地问 ：你要飞到哪里去
乌鸦愤愤不平说 ：其实我不想离开 ，
可是这个地方的居民都嫌我的叫声不好
所以我想飞到别的地方去
鸽子好心地告诉乌鸦 别白费力气了！
如果你不改变你的声音 ，飞到哪里都不会受到欢迎的

* 如果你无法改变环境 唯一的方法就是改变你自己 *

GreAt tiMe tHougH ~

opps I did it again.. SHOPPING this weekends again.. happy? @.@
Yesterday my friend brought me to Smith St. .. Lets see~ I bought Nike and Adidas clothes.. H-A-P-P-Y ^^ cheap laaa!!!
Today.. went to DFO with the girls.. shyt.. took out my purse again T^T just cant help it! nice! cheap! oh great~~ @.@
There goes my weekends.. Tmr will be another new days of life T^T why?!
But there is one important thing is still the same and that is... I am.. HOMELESS!!! HOME.. Where are you?! 你在哪里？！ Kamu di mana?! あなたは。。 何所ですか。

sigH~
praying for a great day everyday T^T

*praY*

70% 安心

前晚的睡眠只有2Hour T^T
还好昨晚睡得舒服！
昨天真是个忙碌的一天... 一整天都在走上走下的..
首先 ，约了我之前的包住公出来跟他要回我的钱！在我还没回大马时 ，跟他有些不好的事情发生 。我因为没办法住下去了所以就立刻搬走 。然后搞了很多事.. 解决的事只有一半 。那就是 ，他还回了我的deposit 。另一半还没解决的是.. 还没找到房子住！唉.. 我又无家可归！事实上.. 好像故事那么长！算！
另外.. 我settle了我的学校零件.. 真够麻烦啊！还好我事先发现 ，不然就糟糕了！

昨天还真算幸运..
我不停的祈祷让我把事情做得顺利.. 真是感恩..

感恩 感恩

失眠！

唉... 我又失眠了！已经不知几百次了！好痛苦 T^T
痛苦是因为躺在床上无法睡的感觉！
痛苦是因为脑海里出现了很多东西！
痛苦是因为我想太多了！

最近都有好多事情等着我去办...
一次过也太多了吧！@.@
多么想要有个依靠...

好累..

还记得那天飞的前一天.. 也是一样失眠！ *晕*
然后.. 在那天飞 ，我竟然差点踏错飞机！好笨喔！
这次是独自一个人踏飞机 ，所以比较小心的检查机票.. 不然就完蛋了！

我可以去撞壁了！那就应该可以入眠了...

baCk t0 aussie T^T

almost one year I stay in aus.. time fly~ and finally.. is been three month I spend my time back in m'sia.. still remember that by the time I am back to m'sia, I was started to adopt the environment all over again even I was born there *LOL* and when I have finally get used to the environment.. is time for me to go back to aus again T^T leaving my family and my crazy buddies T^T
sigh..

. . .

*speecHLess*

- end -

HappeninG !

haha.. what happening?! . . .

18th Feb
Happy Chinese New Year!!! haha.. nothing special on that day.. tho, every year the same XP
except that.. I am back to PJ very early from my hometown.. my grandparents past away so I guess thats the reason that we won't stay longer there.. probably next year won't be going back?! [0.0]

Back to PJ.. went out yam cha with my girrl~ XP miss those days when we together... we know each other very very well.. we know what each other thinking.. talk about.. similar background.. feeling.. everything.. ^^ we understand each other very well.. we have great "discussion" in anything XP hehe~ know her for about 8 years! I don't think we are that close if we are not in the same school bus T^T so.. this is our fate to be together forever ^^ L0Ve Ya GirL <3

*wisH You found Your Mr.Right ^^ Glad to be ya girL~ <3


15th Feb
Bon Voyage to my dear cousin PeiYi !!! She went to Perth for her study ^^ free like a bird XD hope she will enjoy the freedom and get herself more relax ^^ take care dear <3

On the same day.. at night~ oh yea!!! night fever is here!!! CLUBBING!!! hoho~ with mua buddies again ^^ hehe.. drink~ dance~ poor jas dance alone XD poor sally gastric XD poor shanice kena force to drink XD ha~~ in the end all blur blur except me and sally.. LOL~ we drank little.. drove jas car to fetch them back!!! haha~ my first time drive at night and its middle night!!! [0.0] *siaO~ no big deal* XP
great night but... we have choose the wrong place to club T.T so sad~ terrible place!!! arghhhh~~~ that irritating "person" bring us there! terrible "person"... F**K! never ever call this fella out AND never ever see him again!!! Don't give face at all!!! Bloody shytti "person"!!!

*miss my friends~ T^T

MemorabLe DaY ~

Lets see ~ First of aLL.. wanna wisH mY verY deaRest GaL HaPPY BirtHdaY !!! *^-^*

Me - Jas - SaLx - SueY .. the [F] [O] [U] [R] of use *lol* give her a big surprise !!! It was great and fun ^^

we when to KL makan steamboat.. *麻辣* hoho~ few days ago got terrible soar throat but not fully recover yet and went to eat spicy food and cold drinks! oh yea~ it was nice tho ^^

Get ReadY t0 eaT !!!

MaKan mAkAn ~ yummYyy ~ *BLow~ HoT XD

oOH~ La ~ La ~

haha.. so delicious and I can't help it XP don care.. just eat and decide later XP

great dinner with my buddies ^^

then we went to cheras yam cha and ready to celebrate my gal birthday ^^ is a surprise for her XP it is an intersting place!!! GREAT!!! love it.. everyone does ^^ good environment to gather around with friends and chit chat ^^ photos ~~~

PLayinG Game *pHew~ XD

haha.. that Sally lose soooo many times!!! DRINK! XP

ChinSuey - Shanice - Me - Sally - Kenneth - Jasper

Cheese ~~ *^-^*

Kenneth - Shanice - Me *HaPPY* ^^

I Miss aLL oF YOU!!! <3

PS: TaKe CaRe mY DeaRest Friendsss~ T^T

BanKrupT !!!

OMG!!! earn little spend much and thats what everyone does!!! recently I am a shopping freak!!! just can't take my eyes off the fashion!!! @.@
my purse is getting colder than winter.. arghhh~

last night went to 1 Utama with my best friend.. haha.. surprisingly she actually ask me hang out on weekdays because normally after work she would rather stay at home and rest.. thanks to me.. my words make her feel guilty *LOL*
she always say really busy.. can't take out some time go out with me.. (is like what I mention in previous post) I said.. "I guess this is the reason why friendship will be far apart because of all sort of excuses" HA~ she is guilty.. and I might be one year later only come back so.. one year don see sure miss me *LOL*

went to 1 Utama hang out.. not many ppl!!! GREAT!!! that is what I want XD shop "peacefully" not like weekends.. freaking crowd!
meet up a close friend work there.. this girl.. very disappointed about her.. she had hotdog for her dinner and I told her not good that always take hotdog.. and guess what! she want to diet and she say hotdog can help!!! it is steam so no prob.. @.@ shyt!!! first time I ever heard in my life!
she said.. not like me.. so crazy until everyday everytime eat fruits! HA~ *faint* what is this!?! compare HOTDOG with FRUITS.. whats wrong with her!?! out of her mind *0.0*
sigH~ I don't care already.. thats her problem.. don't take care of her health..
why is people always believe outsider instead of close friends or relatives?! *confuse*

I don't care already!!! I am going to shop shop shop AGAIN!!! ooH-La-La~

Ima0~

*FriendsHip*

"Friendship will not last long" ... I think I have heard this somewhere if I am not mistake..
Once you started you working life.. relationship.. and where is your time on your friends? giving yourselves excuses especially saying BUSY!!! arghhhh ~ I hate this excuse.. time is yours and is depends on how do you spend it!!! that is the reason why even good friend will be far apart..
few friends of mine.. started to work and busy with all sort of projects.. weekdays i can understand that is tire after work to hangout.. but what about weekends?!
another close friend of mine.. having part-time job.. having relationship.. all her time spend on boyfriend.. she even admit that she don't really contact her friends and in the end lost contact.. all the while i been contact her but she is always so busy and i am really really tire of it.. aHhh~ long story..
anyway.. I really tire to keep in touch with my friends.. all I get from them is disappointment.. when i went to aus.. they were like.. ahh~ so sad that you'll be away.. and when i am back.. they are still the same.. even I am only back for few months.. they telling me that.. "few months still got long way to go and we still can meet up".. *HeaRtbR0keN* Time flies you know?!
quite disappointed.. mayb I am taking it too seriously but is really hurt T^T
sigh~ should give myself a break and have my own life.. will be back to aus very soon and I cant wait..
sobsss~ I guess I shall just disappear from their sight..

[x.X]

THINK ! ! !

think think think !!!
think carefully before you take action!
haha.. sound serious huh XD well actually i have my shopping last night back in my hometown.. this shop is kinda fashionable clothing they have.. from hongkong *lol* so i have bought 2 pants, one pair shoe, 2 cloths, one jacket.. and guess what!?!?! . . . a bit regret bought the jacket laa and the one of the cloth T^T each cost me rm50 as for the shoe rm59.. so.. wow! first time ever in my life! i try out the clothing so happily and say.. ok, i want this and this.. @.@ i am such a big spend..

M0ney Ma-nei ~ pLs c0m3 t0 m3 [o.O]

HabiT . . .

oh mann.. recently I sleep a lot @.@ bad bad.. bad habit.. gonna turn into lazy pig.. eat + sleep @.@ there is nothing much for me to do except study.. taking summer course which gonna end soon.. well.. I guess I am not that bad in this subject because.. I got full marks for my mid-term test!!! *HAHA* my lucky seat number was number 100 *LOL* thinking I am a genius huh!?!?! well I am not because that mid-term test is very very easy... it is the same as tutorial questions!!! so.. hehe..

hmmm.. nothing special happen except that.. because I am too free.. I was thinking of getting a part-time job so that I got the MOOD of working when I am back to aus.. well then.. when for an interview in an advertising company for promoter job.. and 2 days later I get a job!!! they need promoter badly *lol*
being a promoter is really tire!! standing there whole day and not many customers!!! *sobs* have to record how many customers I have approach and the sales of the product.. my feet!!! *broken* me = useless @.@ I don't have confidence to sell this product because I don't trust the product!! and since I don't trust it and I have to promote to people and tell them how good it is was really hard!!! sigh~
I have stop working as promoter since then.. even I receive calls for job.. giving lots of excuses to reject it [T^T] actually it is a very good pay being a promoter but.. guess I am a choosey girl @.@

LiFe ~~ I been wondering about my future working life.. I hate being work in office though @.@
mann.. really lots of all kind of people in this life..

- tHe enD -

Happy New Year 2007 @.@

oh yea.. great.. is year 2007.. Happy New Year everyone!!! yaya.. bla bla bla~
I would never ever go to any crowded places but rather staying at home or sitting in a cafe having a good drink and chit chat with friends..
starting a new year.. assignment done.. mid-term test over.. hoho.. anyhow, duno why i feel pissed lately.. seriously pissed @.@ PISSED ! ! !

OH.. wHateveR ~

wHat hav I d0ne !!! @.@

oh yea.. yesterday is christmas day.. what I have done on that day?! I try out on cooking a cheese and potato gratin!!! sound yummy~ mMmMmmm~
Sally come over my place and we did it together.. quite easy though.. just prepare all ingredient.. and place into the special pot called AMC.. product from german.. I just love it cause using those pot is damn easy to cook.. even a stupid person like me who don't know cooking.. definitely can cook something UNEXPECTED *LOL*
Anway.. in the end.. is not good T.T because forgot to put salt and pepper!!! @.@ okay.. nevermind.. not too late to put now..
and finally... wow.. seem nice from the top.. and when I wanna try it.. MY!!! the bottom is... milkly and creamy.. is not harden!!! fine fine.. heat the bottom.. MY!!! it just boil!!!
@.@
going crazy.. give up.. guess using the wrong cream and milk T.T

G00d trY though ^^

and so.. continue assignment *@.@*

圣诞节快乐！

YAY.. Merry X'Mas!!! 圣诞节快乐！I want present!!! AHahahhaha~
hmmm.. what am I gonna do today?! ASSIGNMENT!!! due on thurs T.T not finish yet and not even reach half!!! sigh~~
Christmas eve went to ONE UTAMA.. DAMN!! Lotzz of people!!! crazy.. looking for carpark take forever.. very tire cause not enough sleep.. and plus looking for carpark take so long.. I so pissed off!!! *Out of Control aGain* T.T sigh.. should be a happy day mann.. the shopping complex more people than usual also pissed me off @.@ *I aM Crazy* oh yessss~
anyway.. after my nap I feel my world *LOL* went to have dinner with mama ^^

rush assignment!!!

惊喜！

哈哈.. 昨晚表妹竟然把我骗去Shogun Japanese Restaurant！说是Peng Chiao 喊着要出去..
当我到那餐厅时.. 我想.. 为什么表妹不跟我说明在这餐厅享用晚餐呢？一定是有问题..
但是.. 吃着吃着.. 大家没什么奇怪的动静，我就想.. 应该是我想太多了..
吃饱后，表妹又把我骗去厕所！
回到餐厅.. 桌上出现了蛋糕！ ... 我该怎么办！不知该有什么反应 .. 当然最重要的是要感谢他们咯！

其实.. 已经几年都没有庆祝自己的生日了.. 所以，不知道那种生日气氛是怎么样的.. 心情是怎么样的.. 有一点不习惯..
在那天，最重要的是和家人一起.. 尤其是妈妈.. 因为，在这快乐的日子就是妈妈痛苦的日子.. 辛辛苦苦的生你啊！
那些把“忙”的理由，没有好好孝顺父母的.. 就尽快在那特别的日子去陪陪他们吧！感谢妈妈在那九个月里那么辛苦的怀着你！别说那九个月.. 是他们把你养大的！
非常抱歉.. 竟然说了一堆阿嬷的话 ==""
最后.. 那天最最最重要的是.. 吃斋！不要杀生嘛 XP

奇迹！

哇！在这一分钟 .. 可说是我一生中的奇迹！弟弟主动开口跟我说话！
为什么是奇迹呢？！原因是因为我和他之间感情不是很好.. 没有原因的他不知为何的对我不理不睬.. 好奇怪.. 难道是因果吗？是我前世欠他吧..
他对我说话时.. 我可是两只眼睛睁开大大的！
哈哈哈.. 是否觉得我也是奇怪吧.. 因为我全家人都一样！@.@
哈哈.. 开玩笑啦！

*满足*