DaYs at PertH~

2 days before I go to Perth, I was really sick as in abit fever and cough terribly.. It was really terrible and try very hard to recover in that 2 days before I go to Perth.. BUT.. not recover as what I expected to.. Few days later at Perth, Yu-Min get the same sickness as me.. I feel guilty and sorry bout that cos I was staying at her place and she probably get cough because of me T^T siGh~~~

DaY 1 @ Perth *23th AuG - ThuRs*
It was an afternoon flight.. This is my first time travel alone and I feel weird about that.. that time, I wished I did not plan up this trip.. plus I was really extremely sick.. I dont feel good and comfortable in the plane.. really headache and hungry.. *sigh* however I manage to meet up Kim and she is so kind to let me stay at her place for these days.. We had Japanese food for dinner at TAKA Restaurant.. According to Kim, it is consider a nice and cheap meal.. but to me is still not as good as Melbourne food even thought is slightly few dollar more expensive, and it is really FOOD tho.. I was coughing terrible that night.. Feel bad as I am staying at people place..
Sleep at around 8pm O.O *tiRed*

DaY 2 @ Perth *24th AuG - Fri*
Kim went to work and I stayed at home until she's back at 2pm.. Had McD for lunch O.O Then she bring me around the city.. It was Fri night so is not as bad as other days of weekdays.. But still.. is not a busy city as Melbourne.. Kim told me that Perth is a biggest place and the most less people in Australia! and there is lots of Aboriginal compared to other state..

DaY 3 @ Perth *25th AuG - SaT*
Kim bring me to city again to meet up with my very old fren, Jenny, whom I know her during AUSMAT @ Sunway College.. I really like her as a fren but too bad after the AUSMAT pre-U, we went to different uni.. seldom contact with each other.. I give her a big surprise! She does not know I am here in Perth.. I asked Kim to call her up that there is something from me that have to pass to her.. She is surprise to see me tho.. then we had Vietnamese food for lunch and took a bus "Blue Cat", which is free to Harbour Town.. A place for shopping.. I did not get anything coz there is nothing much I want.. and then.. there goes a day..

DaY 4 @ Perth *26th AuG - Sun*
Again.. today I going to give a surprise to my cousin.. (I think I am here is "scared" people! XD) *Had to trouble Kim again for this.. SORRY!* I called up her BF and tellin him that I want to give her a surprise.. So, he planned and get her out to city.. She was quite curious about his reaction XD Finally get to see her in front of the train station.. She really shock to see me and nearly cried out *ouuu~* *huggie* Kim went to hang out with her fren and I stick with my cousin.. we had McD *again for me* for lunch.. no choice.. walk around the city again..

*LondOn C0uRt*




Then we go back to my cousin hostel and get ready for tonight party.. My cousin's birthday is on 27th so, is just nice that I am here to celebrate with her.. That night was quite cool.. nice food and everything.. It was a really tired day to me.. I think I still following Melbourne time zone that is 2 hours early different from Perth [e. e] soOOoOoo sleepy and still gotto take so many pictures @.@ zZZ ~ my cousin love to take pictures..



DaY 5 @ Perth *27th AuG - Mon*
Today is my cousin birthday *HappY BirthdaY*.. Spending a night at her place and today suppose to be vegetarian to me but I forgotten during dinner time! Oh well.. there is nothing much we spend for the day.. suppose that I have to go back to Kim place but it was quite troublesome so end up staying back at my cousin place.. went to Curtin Uni and look around.. my cousin wanted to go library so I just follow here there.. It was really huge and nice uni..




There goes another day...

DaY 6 @ Perth *28th AuG - Tues*
Another day that is nothing much to do.. but my cousin's BF got a plan that is going to sandboarding on the next day! So, my cousin and I went to Kim place and get my clothing.. Sigh~ I really feel bad that I actually place my luggage at Kim's place and hangout myself T^T but she still very nice.. I gotto spend her a meal or something for her kindness.. *sigh~*
then.. my cousin bring me to Garden City.. A shopping mall!!! But I did not buy anything 0.o Just walk around and go back.. is quite rush anyway coz shops closed at 5pm @.@


DaY 7 @ Perth *29th AuG - Wed*
A Great day to start XD going to Lancelin for sandboarding.. that place is where, sand is all over the place.. It was a 2 hours journey and there are 10 of us.. It was great and fun.. However, it wasn't a good weather that day.. keep shower again and stop and then again.. extreme windy and I hardly play the sandboarding cos I feel I am going to blow away! and it was really pain when is hit by sand with that huge wind! But it was fun tho.. I fell off the boarding coz I cant control it XD It was quite embarrassed XP We also ride on a big 4 wheel drive bus! *more pic later XP* the driver drive around and it is not a normal ride! It goes high up and down.. I don't know how to express it but it was great XP





After dinner, we went to Utopia for Milk Tea and Kings Park where a place that can view the city of Perth.. It is really nice view.. We didn't get to stay for long due to the shower T^T



DaY 8 @ Perth *30th AuG - ThuRs*
Another boring day.. thought that I'll be going to Jenny's place to stay over but she last minute told me that her fren drag her to a birthday party T^T *sigh* I have been waited for this time but end up like this.. thought that we can have a great chit chat but end up disappointment *sigh* really disappointed.. another boring day alone at my cousin's place.. I really cant wait to go back Melbourne T^T *sobs~*
At night, a bunch of us went out for dinner at an Indian Restaurant.. Spicy fooOOod XD nice food.. *wink~* oh well.. sort of eating alone since I don't really know all of them even though I hang out with them to the Lancelin trip.. Shut up and eat my food +.+
Later than.. we went to Kings Park again.. This time no shower! Cool~ hehe.. took few pictures.. really nice view ^^
there is really not much places to go in Perth *lol*

*twO mOre DaYs tO gO~*

醒来咯！

昨晚都没睡直到早晨大概九点钟多才睡觉..
醒过来.. 发觉这样的睡觉时间是不好的..
因为.. 当我醒来的时间已经是下午四点多了！觉得自己在浪费了时间..
早上 ，上午 ，下午.. 这么多的时间我可以做我应该做的事情..
醒过来.. 望着窗外.. 天气很好哦！太阳都照进来咯！我怎么还躲在被里呢！
这么好的天气真想出去啊.. 可是可以到哪儿去呢？
朋友都没几个..

真是没用的 「我 」

闷闷不了

最近疯狂地吃.. 不知道胖了吗..
心情好低落.. 不晓得为了什么..
感觉好空虚..

刚才稍微跟朋友聊了聊.. 平复了心情..
问自己到底要什么.. 到底想什么..
得到的回应是.. 不知道！
是时候改变自己了.. 不然就来不及了！
每天早上醒来都告诉自己今天要过的好.. 要加油！
最重要是.. 不要懒惰！会害到自己..

整晚没睡.. 现在就“睡午觉”..
希望醒来就没事了..

是时候放下了
不要天天折磨自己
相信他已经放下了
一滴眼泪都没有
可心却不听话
偷偷地掉泪
该吃药疗伤
可怎么医也医不好
睁开眼睛清醒
他不爱你了！
以前也是.. 现在也是.. 以后也是.. 未来也是！

真是
自作自受的家伙..
那就是 「我 」

无聊的我

我现在的生活开始有点无聊了.. 还好我不是个喜欢party的人.. 我是个非常无聊的人所以过着现在无聊的生活算不了什么 XD
昨天去慈济那里.. 看有什么volunteer事情干.. 也没什么的.. 当时有个training..
这training就可以说是告诉我们什么是慈济.. 干什么的.. 是用什么心态.. 还有一些分享等等..
学习了不少东西..
让我很深刻的是..

「有智慧的一段话 」

有一天一个有智慧的教授问他的学生 ：“为什么人生气时说话用喊的？”
所有的学生都想了很久 ，其中有一个学生说 ：因为我们丧失了 “冷静” ，所以我们会用喊的 。

教授又问 ：“但是为什么别人就在你旁边而已 ，你还是用喊的 ，难道不能小声的说吗？为什么总是要用喊的？”
几乎所有的学生都七嘴八舌的说了一堆 ，但是没有一个答案是让教授满意的 。

最后教授解释说 ：“当两个人在生气的时候 ，心的距离是很远的 ，而为了掩盖当中的距离使对方能够听见 ，于是必须用喊的 ，但是在喊的同时人会更生气 ，更生气距离就更远 ，距离更远就又要喊更大声 ……”

教授接著继续说 ：“而当两个人在相恋时会怎么样呢？情况刚好相反 ，不但不会用喊的 ，而且说话都很轻声细语 ，为什么？因为他们的心很接近 ，心与心之间几乎没有距离 ，所以相恋中的两个人通常是耳语式的说话 ，但是心中的爱因而更深 ，到后来根本不需要言语 ，只用眼神就可以传情 ，而那时心与心之间早已经没有所谓的距离了……

最后 ，教授做了一个结论 ；
“当两个人争吵时 ，不要让心得距离变远 ，更不要说些让心距离更远的话 ，自然的过了几天 ，等要心得距离已经比较没有那么远时 ，再好好的说吧！！”

了解了这个智慧的话.. 让我深深了解生气的感觉和感受..
感觉到距离.. 感受到心痛..
非常好的智慧跟大家分享..

另外.. 我们看了不同的讲座影带.. 其中让我深刻的是关于自然的环境和地球..
不看这个影带我都不知道.. 原来地球都已经有46亿岁了！一个非常老的星球.. 我们人类的所作所为让地球老得更快！我曾经从别人口中听说过.. 释迦牟尼佛说过.. 总有一天地球会不见.. 不过时间还没到而已..
在那讲座里也有提到这番话.. 想一想.. 非常有可能 ，就看看现代的我们把大自然毁灭了 。住在这大自然的动物都失去了屋顶.. 我们人.. 例：乞丐，无家可归的.. 我们都觉得可怜了.. 那.. 那些野生动物呢？
我在另一方面想.. 如果地球没了那住在地球上的生命也当然跟着没了不是吗？那.. 现在拥有的都是幻想而已？
当时 ，当我再次听到地球以后会消失 ，我深深感受到.. 什么梦想都像气球一样突然爆了.. 似乎感觉到我的周围都是假的现象..
地球还没消失之前.. 我们人或有生命的都会面对死亡.. 那.. 死了去哪儿？
我们的身体不就只是一个保护着灵魂的壳.. 死的是身体.. 灵魂还活着.. 身体死了因为身体外和内的器官慢慢无能为力了..
还有.. 人是被创造的.. 那为什么我们每一个都不一样呢？有穷有富的.. 有丑有美的.. 有残废有完美的.. 唯一的答案就是.. 「因果 」
我觉得我越想越深.. 越想越多..

看来.. 我该多修养了..
好久没参与佛教会的活动了.. 这次在慈济里的活动 ，我觉得很不自在.. 让我回想起大概四年前我常常参与的活动.. 之后就几乎没有参与了..
这个星期日有个青年组的活动.. 不知道是否要去呢？！我不敢呃！害怕面对陌生人.. 我真是缩头乌龟！
不过..

乌龟还蛮聪明的哦！
XD

谈烦恼

人都是求 「有 」，
有就是烦恼 。

有些人常常起烦恼 -
因为别人一句无心的话 ，
他欲有意的接受 。

如果有所付出就像有所回报 ，
将会招来烦恼 。

「贪 」不但带来痛苦 ，
也使人堕落 。

人生多欲为苦 -
人常被 「 欲 」 所牵引造业 。

烦恼就像一条毒蛇睡在人的心中 ，
一触动它 ，蛇就会咬人 。

人生有烦恼 ，
皆源贪 ，镇 ，痴三毒所引起 。

人都因为有一个 「 我 」 作中心才有烦恼 ，
所以要将 「 我 」 看淡些 。

拥有的人烦恼 「 失 」 ，
没有的人忧虑 「 得 」 ；
患得患失 ，即成忧虑 。

人人本有清净纯真的佛性 ，
只因烦恼无明遮蔽了 。

自我批判的认错心理 ，
是人格升华的阶梯 。


「静念小语 」 │贰 │
释证严 著

严重失眠！

唉… 我又失眠了！
失眠真是痛苦！躺在床上睡不下！就在这种情形下度过四个小时左右！
== 简直就无话可说！
到最后弄到自己肚子饿！

*撞壁*

唉… *叹气*
*为什么这样子…

你知道吗？

一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有的多，而是因为他计较的少

静坐常思己过，闲谈莫论人非

并非有钱就是快乐，问心无愧心最安

小事不做，大事难成

对父母要知恩、感恩、报恩

话多不如话少，话少不如话好

真正的爱心，是照顾好自己这颗心

发脾气是短暂的发疯

看别人不顺眼，是自己修养不够

爱不是要求对方，而是要求自身付出

屋宽，不如心宽

人要知福、惜福、再造福

谈心境

用宁静的心态 ，
观大地众生相 ，
听大地众生声 。

有人点灯求光明 ，
其实真正的光明在我们心里 。

佛前的灯不必刻意去点 ，
要紧的是点燃我们的心灯 。

人的心地就像一亩田 ，
若没有播下好的种子 ，
也长不出好的果实来 。

天堂和地狱 ，
都是由心和行为所造作 。

心无邪思 ，
意无邪念 ，
则常自在 ；
心正邪不侵 。

时时好心就是时时好日 。

心中时时保持正念 ，
任何时间 、方位都是吉祥的 。

三心二意无定性 ，
四处徘徊不专精 ，
尽管条条道路通长安 ，
却永远无法到达终点 ！

要用心 ，
不要操心 、烦心 。

以佛心看人 ，
人人皆是佛 ；
以鬼心看人 ，
人人皆是鬼 。

身体上的病并不可怕 ，
可怕的是心病了 。

十分病 ，
有三分是身病 ，
其余七分是心病 。

心迷就会苦 ，
心悟就自在 。

心善即天堂 ，
心恶即地狱 。

人的观念不正 ，
就不能正业 ；
观念如果偏差 ，
所做的是也会错误 。

心不专 、念不一 ，
做事难以成就 。

心念专一 ，
必须收摄杂念 ，
恒持清净一念心 ，
这就是 「系缘修心 」。

非来变为是 ，
恶来即成善 ，
任何是非皆善解之 ，
则无是非 。


「静念小语 」 │贰 │
释证严 著

像个傻瓜~

像个傻瓜一样
每天都想知道你的消息..
你还好吗？

真像个傻瓜
时时刻刻都在想你..
你在想我吗？

真是个傻瓜
因为我的心只有你..
你心里还有我吗？

分开多年但脑海都是你
好久已经没你的消息
好多事情都摆在心里
一直都不敢说出口
害怕听到真实的答案
你的离开让我感到心酸
真想要你永远在我身边

看着日出直到日落的太阳
对着窗外的月亮直到深夜
瞎着眼走在街上
路程弯曲
我笑着哭
回想起过去
为何你那样对待我？
你在想什么我从来都不懂
你我之间都没有一刻美好的回忆
真想知道..
你爱过我吗？

对着镜子里的我
眼泪不听话
忍耐太久内伤太重
我不怪你
都怪我太傻了
是我伤了自己的心
那就是因为我爱你


- 姝 -

爱情是 . . .

爱情是沉迷..
爱情是沉迷但更危险的是不在意

爱情是勇气..
爱情是勇气但让你变成傻瓜

爱情是风..
爱情是风因看不到而是感觉到

爱情是迷宫..
爱情是迷宫让我在茫茫人海里去找你

爱情是奇迹..
爱情是奇迹让我认识了你

爱情是陷阱..
爱情是陷阱一旦掉下去就无法回到原地

爱情是酒精..
爱情是酒精让我沉醉到睁不开眼

爱情是时间..
爱情是时间就如跟着你的时间转

爱情是法术..
爱情是法术让我飘在空中直到天堂

爱情是钉子..
爱情是钉子只要碰到就会痛

爱情是树根..
爱情是树根但种在心里就无法自拔

爱情是没有距离..
爱情是没有距离因你我是心里相通

爱情是生命..
爱情是生命因你已拿走了我的心

爱情是回忆..
爱情是回忆因为一切已经是过去了..
而你.. 已离我而去..

你.. 不在意
没勇气面对我
也没感觉了
而我.. 迷路了
奇迹也不见了
不小心把自己埋藏了
眼前很模糊
原来时针停留了
发现自己在黑暗里
没有伤痕但觉得好痛
原来你拔掉了正在成长的花儿
渐渐地你我隔着一段距离
但你.. 还拥有我的心..


- 姝 -

我要哭了！

星期五的晚上.. 独自一个人！
就连可爱Baby都不在！T^T 唉~
姐姐去了男朋友的家 ，也把Baby 带走了！留下我一个人 . . .
为什么我是单身呢？o.0
其实单身不是不好.. 我觉得还不错的.. 就只是会觉得寂寞没人陪吧.. 始终男朋友无时无刻都会在你身边当你需要他的时候..
就算我的梦想实现.. 就算我已得到了我的要求..
对我而言 ，寂寞的感觉永远是不能逃避的..

虽然过去曾经拥有 ，
但是都没有被重视过..
没有好好的约会过..
没有好好的被爱过..
似乎好像有背叛的感觉..
没有勇气再次去爱了..

最后..
会不会孤独到老呢？
o.0

What Does Love Means?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4to 8 year-olds,”What does love mean?”
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could haveimagined. See what you think:


“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and painther toenails anymore.So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his handsgot arthritis too. That’s love.”
Rebecca- age 8


“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.”
Billy - age 4


“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shavingcologne and they go out and smell each other.”
Karl - age 5


“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of yourFrench fries without making them give you any of theirs.”
Chrissy - age 6


“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”
Terri - age 4


“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sipbefore giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.”
Danny - age 7


“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired ofkissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss”
Emily - age 8


“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stopopening presents and listen.”
Bobby - age 7


“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friendwho you hate,”
Nikka - age 6


“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears iteveryday.”
Noelle - age 7


“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are stillfriends even after they know each other so well.”
Tommy - age 6


“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. Ilooked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving andsmiling.He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”
Cindy - age 8


“My mommy loves me more than anybody .You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”
Clare - age 6


“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.”
Elaine-age 5


“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says heis handsomer than Brad Pitt.”
Chris - age 7


“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left himalone all day.”
Mary Ann - age 4


“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her oldclothes and has to go out and buy new ones.”
Lauren - age 4


“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and littlestars come out of you.”
Karen - age 7


“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But ifyou mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.”
Jessica - age 8


And the final one — Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was anelderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the oldgentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the littleboy said,“Nothing, I just helped him cry”


credits: mintypop @Cyxion Forums

终于毕业了！

就在16 July 1200am.. 成绩出！
等了几个星期了！
嘻嘻.. 看到这文章的title就知道我过关了！
对！不知是否该高兴.. 因为之后的日子会是不同了..
会遇到“精彩”的挫折..
怎样都好.. 必须为自己好好打算！

哈哈哈~
非常谢谢我的宝贝猪琳琳=3
在我最需要陪伴的时候在我身边 XP 虽然我们的距离很远.. 嘻嘻~
muacksss~ XD
以后的日子还是会辛苦你了喔！
我们都是猪.. 所以你这只猪也是没问题的！
我这只猪的榜样你都看到了噢！

*0inK OinK~

讨厌你的理由

讨厌第一次和你相见的时候，
因为你让我对你留下了印象。

讨厌和你谈话的过程，
因为我发现我渐渐的对你有好感了。

讨厌你对我好的时候，
因为你让我的心跳乱了节奏。

讨厌你的笑容，
因为在我没能见到你的笑脸，
会似失去了阳光。

讨厌你对我的每一句甜言蜜语，
因为每当听不到，
生活如淡水。

讨厌你给我的惊喜和礼物，
因为它永远也离不开我的怀抱。

讨厌你每次的原谅和宠爱，
让我变的千以百顺，
无比的野蛮。

更讨厌你一句话没留就无影无踪，
因为你让我感到千针刺心似的流血和泪。

但令我最讨厌甚至恨的是，
爱上了你的我。

珊

0ne yeaR anniversary~

it has been one year I blog here.. everytime I started blog (ie. multiply, xanga, spacelive, etc), I don't update blog at all but at least post photo album.. but end up.. cancel account O.o
I don't know why I blog here.. and I don't have much reader as well.. I guess only 2-3 people.. and thats YOU *lol* thank youuuuu~~~
this is because of me! I did not tell anyone about my blog.. keep mystery XD
d0n't know WHY?!

anyway.. it is quite weird I still can continue blog here.. I used to think blog is actually like you are writing what happen to you in a website and let people read and know about that.. I personally think thats privacy.. anyhow, I do read my friends blog as well but I think is not that bad so.. I giv it a try XP
there are lots of different types of people around.. as there is crowd.. there goes gossip O.o I did not say that I don't gossip but there is a limit where I will stop.. if there is any gossip bout me I will be away from it because I rather don't wanna know whats about to keep me safe ^^ even if I had know.. pretend as if I don't know anything and forget everything.. time will make things better if you handle with "care" XD

today is Saturday night.. and I am home alone T^T
July 14.. sis birthday..
Happy Birthday sis..
sigh~ this sis of mine.. I don't know whether she realise or not.. I think I take care of her, as in help her, more than she do [x.X] come one! isn't elder sister take care of younger sister?!
sigh~ I gotta be a power woman!

*Happy Aniversary to my Bloggieee~* XP

NiCe Qu0teS

When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time, then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, then you tomorrow will never come.

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Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

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Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life.
Relationship work best when they are balanced.

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If you sleep, you dream.
But if you study, you turn those dreams into reality.

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When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
Choice is yours.

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We make them cry who care for use.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life, its strange but true.
Once you realise this, its never too late to change.

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Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice.., Act Wise.

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Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life...

* * *

Lastly . . .
Yesterday is a history ...
Tomorrow is a mystery ...
Today is a gift ...

闷闷不乐 T^T

整个人很失落.. 非常失落..
闷闷不乐的..
觉得自己真没用！！

刚才上HipHop舞蹈班.. 一次过三个小时！总共三班..
第一班是HipHop Beginner，第二班和第三班都是HipHop Advance(比较快一点)可是不同老师
第二班还可以跟得上.. 但是第三班就.. 好累!!! 又是快舞还更糟糕!!! 跳得非常烂!!! 烂到非常严重的地步!!! 笨蛋!!!
第一班HipHop Beginner和第三班HipHop Advance是同一个老师..
这位男老师不知道怎么了.. 我总是觉得他好像对我有偏见 o.0
不知道是不是我多心了 T^T
还是算了 @@

书读完了.. 是时候进入社会了 T^T
我不要!!! 因为我没用能力 T^T
信心跑到哪里去了?!
感受到压力.. 避免不了的压力..

真感谢音乐..
可以让我的心情比较好过..
日子也是比较好过..

b0RinG ~ ==

siGH~ sIgh~ SIGH~
cant wait for my result out and apply for my graduation T^T
I wanna make myself busy instead of sitting infront of my laptop whole day @@
don't know why.. recently wanted to talk to someone but.. can't find the right person though..
oh well.. there is no need to talk about.. gotto find myself something to do..

aCti0n !!!

0.0

*J0keRs*

AhBeng Jokes

Why does AhBeng go to a movie with his 18 friends?
- Because below 18 is not allowed. =X

* * *

AhBeng wants to buy a TV set.
AhBeng: "Do you have a color TV?"
Sales Girl: "Yes!"
AhBeng: "Give me a green one, please."

* * *

AhBeng is filling up an application form for a job.
He supplied the information for the columns on Name, Age, Address, etc.
Then he comes to a comlumn on "Salary Expected", but he is not sure of the question.
After much thought, he writes "Yes".

* * *

After taking photocopies of documents, AhBeng always compares it with the original for spelling mistakes.

* * *

AhBeng always smiles during lightning storms because he thinks his picture is being taken.

* * *

AhBeng had just bought a new computer and was using it.
When he encountered some problems, he decide to use the 'Help' command after some tries.
Soon after, he became very irritated and called the computer retailer for support.
Ah Beng : "I press the 'F1' key for help lah, but it's been over half an hour and still nobody come and help me?!"

* * *

Ah Beng with two red ears went to his doctor.
The doctor asked him what had happened to his ears.
He answered, "I was ironing a shirt and the phone ring, but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear."
"Oh dear !" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But ... what happened to the other ear ?"
Ah Beng answered : "That stupid dumbo called back, lah!!!"

* * *

Ah Beng talk to a long-distance telephone operator.
Ah Beng : "COULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME THE TIME DIFFERENCE BETWEEN Taipei AND LAS VEGAS ?"
Operator : "JUST A MINUTE..."
Ah Beng : "THANK YOU." and puts down the phone.

* * *

At a bar in New York, the man to Ah Beng's left tells the bartender, JOHNNIE WALKER, SINGLE" and his companion says, "JACK DANIELS, SINGLE".
The bartender approaches Ah Beng and asks, "AND YOU, SIR ?"Ah Beng replies : "Tan Ah Beng, MARRIED.


credits: cephrenes @Cyxion Forums

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Mr. Bean Jokes

BRAIN TUMOR
Doctor: I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)
Doctor: Did you understand what I just told you?
Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?
Doctor: Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!

* * *

MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL
Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9
Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6!!

* * *

WHILE IN A DRUG STORE
Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!

* * *

AT AN ATM MACHINE
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.
Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!

* * *

DEATH OF HIS MOTHER
Mr. Bean: (crying) the doctor called, Mom's dead.
Friend: condolence, my friend.
(After 2 minutes)
Mr. Bean cries even louder
Friend: what now?
Mr. Bean: my sister just called, her mom died too!

* * *

MR. BEAN ATTENDING A MEETING
Colleague: Sorry I'm late. I got stuck in an elevator for 4 hrs becauseof a power failure.
Mr. Bean: That's alright, me too...I got stuck on the escalator for 3hrs.


credits: cephrenes @Cyxion Forums

At Last ~

Finally.. ma paper was ended 5 hours and 35 mins ago o.O
It was a tough paper.. there are two section.. 30 MCQ and 8 Short-essay.. the 30 MCQ was no problem for me BUT the 8 short-essay really make me crazy.. looking at the question and whatever I had studied or memorised.. the "memory" of my brain seems to be get virus x.X I can't remember!!! I really do the best as I write a lot of "rubbish" and hope the "rubbish" is the good answers for the questions o.O aim for a pass AT LEAST .. luckily got MCQ..
I don't know I sleep how long.. I think 2-3 hours.. right now I am going to faint @@
Is weather and I guess I gonna get sick..
I feel I gonna get fever..
ANYWAY.. tmr enjOY!! la-la-la ~ I'm gonna had my live concert XD poor thing is that only 2 audience ==""

zZz

*OinK 0iNk*

c0unT-d0wN ~

Lo0king at the cLocK.. there is 24hours left for my ONLY paper T^T
ROAR!!! I feel so sick and tire.. becauseee~ I feel I gonna get sick but I cant afford to get any sickness at this time [x.X] sooOoo~ my body condition is like stuck in middle o.O
Last night was so energetic!!! I don't know WHY!!! too nervous?! guess soOo..
whats more?! I can feel my brain memory is full.. I wonder how many MB/GB are there o.O
oH weLL~ back to study..

T^T

Questi0n'S' & Answer'S'

suddenly.. there is a lot of question mark in my mind.. the answers of those questions remind unknown and mystery to me..
I have no idea what I want..
I have no idea what to do..
and I am wasting my time..

preparing for my exam next week but whenever I open my book.. less than 3 second and I had walk away.. What am I doing!?
after my exam.. I will be starting a brand new life for my own.. I don't see any direction in front of me.. I am lost in the jungle.. is there an exit? or will there be an entrance?
I am playing hide and seek in my own field [x.X]

oH great.. what to do now?
continue study la stuuuUupID!!! ==""'

d0t dOt dot'S' ~

HappY BirthDaY mY Frenz~

oh yea.. is mY frenz birthdaY few days ago.. jz have a simple celebration for them XD


had a nice dinner and cake XD yummyyy~~~

tIramIsu & Ch0coLate M0Ose~~~ mMmmMmmM~~~

*BirtHdaY GirLs*


*mE witH BirthdaY GirLs* XD


*cHeesseeeEe~ OR *ButteRrrRr~ =="" XD



tOdaY had a tiring day... went to dancing classes *reaLLy enj0Y XP* and back home continued my own practice =="" no energY.. not good.. must learn my muscle.. and "cut off" my tummYyyYy!!! =="""

lalala~
BacK to STUDY!!!
one more weekkkkkKk!!!

tHe cHanCe~

sigH~ I just found out about the SM Entertainment UCC Contest.. where it is the contest of your talent as in singing, dancing, acting, your pretty/handsome picture, etc.. too bad I had missed the chance which is already started long time ago that is on March =="' and NOW is JUNE =="'
oh boy.. there it goes~~~ only if I knew it, I would have show off my dance ><
think of it.. why is it everytime is too late for me to notify something important to me?! WHY?! sigh.. Fate/Faith? o.0

well.. thinkin at the positive side.. mayb there will be more chance and even luck waiting for me? *lol* how silly am I!!! hahaha~

oh well.. next week is my final paper and is the only paper of my final exam and is my very last paper of my study life (I guess if I did not fail o.0 *CHOI*)

Tomorrow MUST study ediii!!!!
. . .

x.X

c0Ld~ ~~ zZz . .

really cold at night.. exercise warm my body up ^^
zzz.. sleepy.. what I done today?
I wake up early morning!!! omg!! thats really amazing as I always wait the sun burn my ass to get me out of my bed XD went to library for study.. thought of staying till evening but end up 3 hours @@ wanted to download videos/clips in lab but.. zZz~
back home continue play my online game XP practice dance lehhh!!! lazZz gal ==
practice pratice TIME ^^ oh yea.. gonna finish one dance.. I'm C0minG~
Evening accompany my friend shop.. is ACCOMPANY o.0 I did not shop.. lalala~ v^^v
I wanna buy cap!!! XD how how how?! lalala~
had hainanese chicken claypot rice.. is NICE! ... jelak-nYaaAa~ n0 m0Re ChicKen riCe in My LiFe!!! *v0mit* heavy garlic.. chicken.. *yuCk~ ==

zZz~ tiRe le.. wanna sleep.. zZz

stuDY HaRd!!!
wisH ME LUCK!!!

惭愧

很多事情.. 说要做就必须做.. 但是 ，到最后我没做到 . . .
等.. 难道时间会为我停留下来吗？
该怎么补救做不到的事呢？

今天的事今天做完.. 等明天干嘛？难道我那么幸运可以等到明天吗？
饿着肚子 ，坐在椅子上.. 食物就会自动送到我面前来吗？
饿了就会自己去找食物.. 可是该做的事怎么不会自动去做呢？

两句形容自己：懒惰！

是时候了..
不要等了..
不可以在路上慢步了..
冲啊！

- 惭愧的心 -

lala ~ XD

oh yeaaa.. YoU~ You Got You Got You Got What I Need~ La La LA ~~~
hehe.. evening went to dance *hoho~* HipHop and Locking.. it was great!!! well..actually every week I went.. I getting fall in love with Locking.. it is an interesting dance.. I guess that IF I practice more and get the move.. I will definitely enjoy the dance ^^ so sad that I only get to know this place this year instead of last year.. or else I would have learn for one year!!! T^T wondering if I still can continue learn even if I go back M'sia T^T

enj0y tHis m0meNt ~

低落~

像个傻婆
呆呆的

情绪来了
不知该怎么办
眼泪停留着
心好酸

放过我吧
让我去远离的地方
就当我们彼此没见过

这不是逃避
而是离去

我的離去
才會讓他們知道我的存在
或许我从来不存在?

時間
會把我的存在
從他們的記憶裡慢慢消失

烦死！

真是的.. 一个两个都真是烦死！不要上网聊天了！不上msn 或 skype了！
Pissed Me OFF!!!

她.. 一直说我花很多钱.. 我知道OK！已经没购物了还在提我花钱！我说没钱了，不要去旅行。她还说：我花很多叻。 *火山爆发* 妒忌啊！不爽我购漂亮衣服是吗！？ 欠扁啊！
说不停.. 又问去跳舞一堂多少钱.. 一个星期去几次.. 问问问！
我去跳舞又必须钱.. 又怎么样！又不爽是吗！
你到底知道什么！

一些就只会说风凉话而已！

真是气死了！

结尾~

终于来到结尾了..
12 weeks 的学期过了.. 大学的日子完了..
接下来就是等我的最后一张大考.. 再接下来又会怎么样呢？

过去的几个星期死去活来 T^T 一切都变成过去了.. 现在真是松了一口气..
这个周末真是要好好浪费时间 == *时间是宝贵呃！
哎哟.. 想一想 ，我过去真的是浪费我的宝贵时间噢 T^T
必须好好思想我该做的事 T^T
那我该做什么呢？ @@

现在脑袋空白 *lol*
休息！休みます。

60% ReLieve~

phew.. finish Jap written test.. it was alright but.. BUT!!! there is a few question from assignment and I FORGOT the answer T^T
haizzz.. 大丈夫か。

1 assignment + 1 Jap Listening Test + 1 Quizzz...
Tmr listening test.. day after *FridaY* assignment due + quizz.. then.. I M FREEEEEeeEee~
*soBbsssSss*

Tmr test no problem bahh.. assignment finished 70%.. quizz.. haven study yet T^T

reLaxXx~~

zZz *niTeeeEee~*

WeeK 12 @@

week 12 which means.. the last week of the semester! test.. final.. assignment due all come at once!!! Mon - Japanese Comprehensive Written Test.. Wed - Japanese Listening Test.. Fri - assignment due + test..

@@

今 日本語を勉強します。(Now, study Japanese)
lol.. even though I m in Level 3 already BUT.. I feel I still stuck in Level 1.. because I did not study hard!!! haizz.. lazzzzzzzzz~
yesterday waste my day again.. today finish it all at once T^T
sianzz.. hate myself for doin that !!!

arghhhhh~


がんばります！

sObsss~~

omg.. I haven finish my part for my group assignment!!!! wanna cryyyyyyyyyy T^T too many words and reading make me crazy.. and last night wanna do but end up fall aslep T^T and i slept with wet hair!!! did not dry it before when to bed and wake up make me feel so headache!!!!
I am stress to 100% and i duno what to do!!! sianzzz..

With the course I taking right now.. there is a lot of research on annual report T^T thats what I hate about it.. plus my terrible eng especially grammar..
haizz.. don like my course though.. already gonna finish!!! Last semester already.. whats life next? Hope I wont be so lazy and work hard T^T

stresss
.
.
.
stresss
.
.
.
T^T
arghhhhhhhhhhhh ~
headache.. simply doooooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!

*s0bsss*

stRess~

now I realise that is been long time I din not blog.. normally blog once a week..
feeling getting restless and stressly.. lately quite moody.. don't feel like talking to anyone..
I feel that something is bothering me.. really down..
when such emotion happen to me.. I'll eat alot..
recently I really eat a lot and upset my stomach T^T *siGh~

wanted to study for my quiz but my brain seems to not coorporate with me.. been forget about what I have study.. *Haizzz~
I still left one more assignment, that is a group assignment.. member does not do work make me and my partner pissed..

tommorrow is my quiz and I haven even finish study.. should I sleep now and wake up early to study?

. . .

*sobsss~*

老了？

昨天 ，去JazzFunk舞蹈班.. *爽* 但是.. 我的knee肿得真漂亮！上个星期的还没消肿就有extra一个大大的！ 另外 ，今天起床发现自己的身体腰酸背疼！一定是跳得太High了.. 回家了还继续自己练另一支舞！

唉.. 懒惰的我到现在还没去找工！笨蛋！馬鹿(baka)！T^T 讨厌！还不快踏出第一步！真伤感..

*撞壁* [x. X]

*毛病发作~*

寂しい

今は。。一人です。 寂しいですね~













深夜了.. 在msn里对一个又接着一个地说声.. 晚安~
朋友们都入眠了.. 留下我独自一个人..
什么时候到我入眠呢？不是我睡不着哦！是不可以睡着！
现在的我 ，正赶着明天要交的assignment.. 什么原因做不完就不说了.. 只要想起火山就爆发咯！

* * *

主题.. “人生只有一次”

想一想.. 真的是只有一次.. 因为每件发生过了的事情不可以回头了..
想一想.. 我的路程已经走错了.. 走错的路程只好继续走下去.. 抬起头就想着未来是怎么样的..
想一想.. 我的梦想会实现吗？还是.. 我的梦想只是“三分钟热度”而已？
想一想.. 我有认真地把每一间事情做好吗？

感到惭愧的我.. 无话可说..
我.. 浪费了我的人生..
宝贵的时间.. 回来吧！

* * *

回家的路程..

*叹气* 今天的日子就这样过了..
*累* 明天又是怎么样的日子呢？
*慌* 谁来协助我？
*泪* 谁来让我依靠？




对不起~ 我不是个坚强的人..

tiRed . . .

finally my wireless network is connected.. takes weeks for me to settle down.. feel restless..

last night having dinner with the gang ^^ then went to have some dessert XD Iced Ch0coLate!!! so sad that it taste bad on that day.. is milky!!! I never taste like that before in KoKo BLack T^T It should be riCh Ch0coLate!!! so sad~

anyway.. have fun hanging out ^^


piCtures ~

wanna hav soMe?! XP


FriendS~


MicHeLLe & Suez ^^



sigH~ been quite lazy lately.. even also quite lazy to login to my blog..
guess I not gonna post anything at the moment..


*FeeLinG tiRe witH tHe waY oF LiFe n0w*

. . .

mY daYs~

FridaY

Morning was a boring day.. really boring! I attend my finance class and I find that subject is far more boring than what I expected. The lecturer.. omg~ give us assignment and been changing mind all the time about what assignment to give us and even give us the topic late! What the.. wasting so much time in class.. *B0rinG LectuRe* These week gonna be a busy since I also have Japanese test as well T^T Really lazy!!! I have to keep myself busy!!! Been telling myself to look for part-time job and now end up... ( ... )
Whenever come to the end of the class.. my energy goes up!!! *LOL* Friday is a great day ^^

At night, I went to belly dance!!! *LOVE IT* =3
hehe.. hope I can slim down XD

Middle night.. HAHAhahahHaa~ LIFELY!!! I just love night time.. It is a great atmosphere to me ^^ Is like.. everybody went to bed and I am awake to do whatever I want! haha.. just a description of my feeling XD
I love to enjoy drama in the middle night.. well.. recently chasing My GirL .. Great drama!!! =3 I prefer My Girl than My Name is Kim Sam Soon ^^ Kim Sam Soon drama is too draggy!!! I dont like people come to undecided situation in love relationship.. Saying dont wanna see him anymore but.. when the guy called up.. she still went to see him ==lll My Girl is different! hehe.. thats my opinion ^^
Come to think of it.. I make jelly!!! sianzzz~ 200gram of sugar equal to how many of table spoon? ( ?? ) NO IDEA!!! haha.. stuuuupid!! the jelly was being cooked again and again and again~ WHY? beeecause.. I been adding sugar again and again and again.. almost needed more than 10 table spoon!!! @@ *d0nt blame me for first-timeR* LOL.. it was preparation for house warming..


SaturdaY

Woke up before the time reached 12noon @@
House WarminG!!! lol.. I wonder my jelly successful or not XD
Well.. it was a unlucky and *lucky* day @@ what happen?
FIRST.. goin to dancing class by tram.. and on the way.. I couldnt find my ticket!!! I just bought it weiii!!!! A new ticket that can use 10times!!! SIAO~ *stay calm* sigh.. no choice.. jz take the tram to city and buy another new one.. went to 7-eleven and all end up.. OUT OF STOCK!!! *Fainted* no choice.. I got no coin to buy in machine so I'll jz drop by my friend house.. went to a convenient shop nearby and finally I got one..
G00d.. Second.. I am gonna be late for class.. walk down the street.. I was so happen to look down and saw something attached in my pocket.. hand in to see what it is.. and.. it is my new ticket that I thought is lost!!! @@ all the trouble.. all the searching.. but.. is actually in my pocket.. It was a brand new ticket as I just wash my pants the day before.. there were no sign like is been in washing machine @@
G00d.. found my ticket.. reached the dancing centre.. lots of people.. omg.. no class!!!! Is this some kind of joke!!!!
*晕* *fainted* *pengsan* *失神*

wHat a daY~

whats next? thats the end of my unlucky and "lucky" period..
House warming in the afternoon ^^
It was great!!! I ate more than my limited appetite XP

Middle night.. chasing the drama again! HHAhaa~ always stay until 4-5am only go to bed XP
love it T^T


Note: wiLL post more about great KOREAN DRAMA *^-^*

- Continue assignment - T^T

*BLehhh~ XP

PS: I just notice is *ApriL F00L* but what I write is TRUE!!! ==lll

Bad LucK?! Fated?!

It is week 4 since I am back to aus.. and I finally has a place to stay.. a place called *home*..
Back in 3 weeks.. I been looking for house.. go for inspection.. submitted 3 application forms.. the 2 place I like had been rejected T^T so sad~
The third preference.. is when.. when I moving to my current place.. the next morning I receive the agent called! Asking me whether I am interested on the apartment! sigH ~ fated . . .
too bad.. if I stay in that apartment.. I can hang out with my friends anytime! my friend staying in that apartment as well! and also close to my dancing classes! *sobsss*
is not that I dont like this place currently I staying at.. just that.. Have to bare with others (esp. those you are not close to) when doing anything.. I dont wanna mention much but.. is quite tiring.. If I have a choice I rather just stay with my sister..

sigH~

T^T

Hope everything goes well in the next few months . . .

mY H0me?!

sigH~ is been 2 weeks I am back to aus and I am still looking for house and this week is the third week.. when is this situation gonna end?! I feel so paiseh staying at my friend house.. My tears coming out again and again and again.. in this lonely world.. I am looking for someone I can talk to.. or else something might happen to me.. I don't know what but I can feel something.. gonna be end of the world.. or I should say.. end of life..
there are people who are friendly.. or may be not.. whats wrong with these people? Look down on people huh?!
things is not easy to handle.. must have the skill.. the mind.. the attitute.. and whats more? I have no idea..
where is my angels? where is the light that shine my way when I walk forward..

is time for me to "dream"..
what tmr would be like?
mystery future~

~ end oF st0rY ~

mY DaY-s

SaturdaY ~

M0rninG + Aftern0on ~
It was a hot day! I don't mean by HOT as in great?! It is the weather!!! damn it.. did not go anywhere except that.. I went to dance class ^^ HipHop dance *hehe*
After I attend those classes.. I realised that I really need a lot of practice for my dance.. All the while, I been thinking that I can dance since I learned dance myself through video.. like those Boa dance XP I even learned traditional dance, though, had stop one year T^T
I feel my body can't move smoothly.. is frozen..
Practice make perfect!!!

Hwaiting!!! XD


NigHt~
oh yea.. cooling ouuu~ me, vv, yumin were having a great night ^^
we went to Universal to have our dinner *pizza+pasta* yumm~ yumm~ (forgot take pictures T.T)

Picture oF US ^^


Then.. we continue our night to.. Brunetti!!! *^^*
Having our Ice Chocolate + Cake XP *fat fat*






*TaLkinG* XD



Mid-niGht ~
hoho~ ... after our nigHt "feveR".. Go back home of course!!! XP
we continue our great time.. watching HEROES!!! HIRO!! freakin good mann.. love it =3


only go to bed at 4am @.@


Sunday

Due to our bedtime.. me and yumin overslept.. as suppose that we have to go market buy some vege XP
afternoon.. went to Bridge shopping!!! Nth much.. I love my new earring ^^
And then followed by... Smith St. *aGain* XP went to Nike and Adidas outlet.. I bought a Nike big bag and a singlet jacket XP It was lucky that I did not buy that singlet jacket last week, because it was so expensive mann.. NOW IS SALE!!! XD
Finally.. dinner time XP Shanghai Dumpling! KoKo BLack! hoho~ *ice chocolate AGAIN* XD
too bad that we have to take away our ice chocolate.. no table for us T^T too many people..
hehe.. yummy ice chocolate anyway XP

PS: KoKo BLacK Ice cHocoLate is tHe BEST!!! =3

tiMe . . .

why things are always come in the wrong time?!
and when things come.. isn't it too late?!

I am sOO regret about what I have wasting my precious time last year and is the whole year.. oh great.. *kill me*
well, I happen to find out a great place for me to learn dance..
what I wanna learn is the movement.. to me is not about the dance but the movement that makes dance =x *what am I shyt-ting*
oh well.. anyway..
today my first class and I attended two classes and that is Popping and Locking.. I am not quite sure what's popping but for locking.. I thought is a kind of robot dance but.. I dont learn that in the class.. *hmmm~*

this year is my last year to stay in Aus.. really really hope I still can stay longer T^T
oh God.. Please help me T^T

*sobsss*

人生。。

人生最可怜的事 ，
不是生离死别 ...

而是 ...

当面对自己所拥有的 ，
自己却不知道它的珍贵 。


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -


[ 享受你的生活 ，不要与别人比较 。]


~ ~ ~ 不钓大鱼的钓客 ~ ~ ~

有一个人在河边钓鱼 ，他钓了非常多鱼 ，
但每钓上一条鱼就拿尺量一量 。
只要比尺大的鱼 ，他都丢回河里 。
其他钓客不解地问 ：“别人都希望钓大鱼 ，为什么只有你将大鱼都丢回河里呢？”
这人轻松地回答 ：“因为我家的锅子只有尺这么长 ，太大的鱼装不下 。”

* 取自己够用的 ，不必贪求 ，这也是一个重要的修练 。*


~ ~ ~ 改变 ~ ~ ~

有一只乌鸦打算飞往东方
途中遇到一只鸽子
双方停在一棵树上休息
鸽子看见乌鸦飞得很辛苦
关心地问 ：你要飞到哪里去
乌鸦愤愤不平说 ：其实我不想离开 ，
可是这个地方的居民都嫌我的叫声不好
所以我想飞到别的地方去
鸽子好心地告诉乌鸦 别白费力气了！
如果你不改变你的声音 ，飞到哪里都不会受到欢迎的

* 如果你无法改变环境 唯一的方法就是改变你自己 *

GreAt tiMe tHougH ~

opps I did it again.. SHOPPING this weekends again.. happy? @.@
Yesterday my friend brought me to Smith St. .. Lets see~ I bought Nike and Adidas clothes.. H-A-P-P-Y ^^ cheap laaa!!!
Today.. went to DFO with the girls.. shyt.. took out my purse again T^T just cant help it! nice! cheap! oh great~~ @.@
There goes my weekends.. Tmr will be another new days of life T^T why?!
But there is one important thing is still the same and that is... I am.. HOMELESS!!! HOME.. Where are you?! 你在哪里？！ Kamu di mana?! あなたは。。 何所ですか。

sigH~
praying for a great day everyday T^T

*praY*

70% 安心

前晚的睡眠只有2Hour T^T
还好昨晚睡得舒服！
昨天真是个忙碌的一天... 一整天都在走上走下的..
首先 ，约了我之前的包住公出来跟他要回我的钱！在我还没回大马时 ，跟他有些不好的事情发生 。我因为没办法住下去了所以就立刻搬走 。然后搞了很多事.. 解决的事只有一半 。那就是 ，他还回了我的deposit 。另一半还没解决的是.. 还没找到房子住！唉.. 我又无家可归！事实上.. 好像故事那么长！算！
另外.. 我settle了我的学校零件.. 真够麻烦啊！还好我事先发现 ，不然就糟糕了！

昨天还真算幸运..
我不停的祈祷让我把事情做得顺利.. 真是感恩..

感恩 感恩

失眠！

唉... 我又失眠了！已经不知几百次了！好痛苦 T^T
痛苦是因为躺在床上无法睡的感觉！
痛苦是因为脑海里出现了很多东西！
痛苦是因为我想太多了！

最近都有好多事情等着我去办...
一次过也太多了吧！@.@
多么想要有个依靠...

好累..

还记得那天飞的前一天.. 也是一样失眠！ *晕*
然后.. 在那天飞 ，我竟然差点踏错飞机！好笨喔！
这次是独自一个人踏飞机 ，所以比较小心的检查机票.. 不然就完蛋了！

我可以去撞壁了！那就应该可以入眠了...

baCk t0 aussie T^T

almost one year I stay in aus.. time fly~ and finally.. is been three month I spend my time back in m'sia.. still remember that by the time I am back to m'sia, I was started to adopt the environment all over again even I was born there *LOL* and when I have finally get used to the environment.. is time for me to go back to aus again T^T leaving my family and my crazy buddies T^T
sigh..

. . .

*speecHLess*

- end -

HappeninG !

haha.. what happening?! . . .

18th Feb
Happy Chinese New Year!!! haha.. nothing special on that day.. tho, every year the same XP
except that.. I am back to PJ very early from my hometown.. my grandparents past away so I guess thats the reason that we won't stay longer there.. probably next year won't be going back?! [0.0]

Back to PJ.. went out yam cha with my girrl~ XP miss those days when we together... we know each other very very well.. we know what each other thinking.. talk about.. similar background.. feeling.. everything.. ^^ we understand each other very well.. we have great "discussion" in anything XP hehe~ know her for about 8 years! I don't think we are that close if we are not in the same school bus T^T so.. this is our fate to be together forever ^^ L0Ve Ya GirL <3

*wisH You found Your Mr.Right ^^ Glad to be ya girL~ <3


15th Feb
Bon Voyage to my dear cousin PeiYi !!! She went to Perth for her study ^^ free like a bird XD hope she will enjoy the freedom and get herself more relax ^^ take care dear <3

On the same day.. at night~ oh yea!!! night fever is here!!! CLUBBING!!! hoho~ with mua buddies again ^^ hehe.. drink~ dance~ poor jas dance alone XD poor sally gastric XD poor shanice kena force to drink XD ha~~ in the end all blur blur except me and sally.. LOL~ we drank little.. drove jas car to fetch them back!!! haha~ my first time drive at night and its middle night!!! [0.0] *siaO~ no big deal* XP
great night but... we have choose the wrong place to club T.T so sad~ terrible place!!! arghhhh~~~ that irritating "person" bring us there! terrible "person"... F**K! never ever call this fella out AND never ever see him again!!! Don't give face at all!!! Bloody shytti "person"!!!

*miss my friends~ T^T

MemorabLe DaY ~

Lets see ~ First of aLL.. wanna wisH mY verY deaRest GaL HaPPY BirtHdaY !!! *^-^*

Me - Jas - SaLx - SueY .. the [F] [O] [U] [R] of use *lol* give her a big surprise !!! It was great and fun ^^

we when to KL makan steamboat.. *麻辣* hoho~ few days ago got terrible soar throat but not fully recover yet and went to eat spicy food and cold drinks! oh yea~ it was nice tho ^^

Get ReadY t0 eaT !!!

MaKan mAkAn ~ yummYyy ~ *BLow~ HoT XD

oOH~ La ~ La ~

haha.. so delicious and I can't help it XP don care.. just eat and decide later XP

great dinner with my buddies ^^

then we went to cheras yam cha and ready to celebrate my gal birthday ^^ is a surprise for her XP it is an intersting place!!! GREAT!!! love it.. everyone does ^^ good environment to gather around with friends and chit chat ^^ photos ~~~

PLayinG Game *pHew~ XD

haha.. that Sally lose soooo many times!!! DRINK! XP

ChinSuey - Shanice - Me - Sally - Kenneth - Jasper

Cheese ~~ *^-^*

Kenneth - Shanice - Me *HaPPY* ^^

I Miss aLL oF YOU!!! <3

PS: TaKe CaRe mY DeaRest Friendsss~ T^T

BanKrupT !!!

OMG!!! earn little spend much and thats what everyone does!!! recently I am a shopping freak!!! just can't take my eyes off the fashion!!! @.@
my purse is getting colder than winter.. arghhh~

last night went to 1 Utama with my best friend.. haha.. surprisingly she actually ask me hang out on weekdays because normally after work she would rather stay at home and rest.. thanks to me.. my words make her feel guilty *LOL*
she always say really busy.. can't take out some time go out with me.. (is like what I mention in previous post) I said.. "I guess this is the reason why friendship will be far apart because of all sort of excuses" HA~ she is guilty.. and I might be one year later only come back so.. one year don see sure miss me *LOL*

went to 1 Utama hang out.. not many ppl!!! GREAT!!! that is what I want XD shop "peacefully" not like weekends.. freaking crowd!
meet up a close friend work there.. this girl.. very disappointed about her.. she had hotdog for her dinner and I told her not good that always take hotdog.. and guess what! she want to diet and she say hotdog can help!!! it is steam so no prob.. @.@ shyt!!! first time I ever heard in my life!
she said.. not like me.. so crazy until everyday everytime eat fruits! HA~ *faint* what is this!?! compare HOTDOG with FRUITS.. whats wrong with her!?! out of her mind *0.0*
sigH~ I don't care already.. thats her problem.. don't take care of her health..
why is people always believe outsider instead of close friends or relatives?! *confuse*

I don't care already!!! I am going to shop shop shop AGAIN!!! ooH-La-La~

Ima0~

*FriendsHip*

"Friendship will not last long" ... I think I have heard this somewhere if I am not mistake..
Once you started you working life.. relationship.. and where is your time on your friends? giving yourselves excuses especially saying BUSY!!! arghhhh ~ I hate this excuse.. time is yours and is depends on how do you spend it!!! that is the reason why even good friend will be far apart..
few friends of mine.. started to work and busy with all sort of projects.. weekdays i can understand that is tire after work to hangout.. but what about weekends?!
another close friend of mine.. having part-time job.. having relationship.. all her time spend on boyfriend.. she even admit that she don't really contact her friends and in the end lost contact.. all the while i been contact her but she is always so busy and i am really really tire of it.. aHhh~ long story..
anyway.. I really tire to keep in touch with my friends.. all I get from them is disappointment.. when i went to aus.. they were like.. ahh~ so sad that you'll be away.. and when i am back.. they are still the same.. even I am only back for few months.. they telling me that.. "few months still got long way to go and we still can meet up".. *HeaRtbR0keN* Time flies you know?!
quite disappointed.. mayb I am taking it too seriously but is really hurt T^T
sigh~ should give myself a break and have my own life.. will be back to aus very soon and I cant wait..
sobsss~ I guess I shall just disappear from their sight..

[x.X]

THINK ! ! !

think think think !!!
think carefully before you take action!
haha.. sound serious huh XD well actually i have my shopping last night back in my hometown.. this shop is kinda fashionable clothing they have.. from hongkong *lol* so i have bought 2 pants, one pair shoe, 2 cloths, one jacket.. and guess what!?!?! . . . a bit regret bought the jacket laa and the one of the cloth T^T each cost me rm50 as for the shoe rm59.. so.. wow! first time ever in my life! i try out the clothing so happily and say.. ok, i want this and this.. @.@ i am such a big spend..

M0ney Ma-nei ~ pLs c0m3 t0 m3 [o.O]

HabiT . . .

oh mann.. recently I sleep a lot @.@ bad bad.. bad habit.. gonna turn into lazy pig.. eat + sleep @.@ there is nothing much for me to do except study.. taking summer course which gonna end soon.. well.. I guess I am not that bad in this subject because.. I got full marks for my mid-term test!!! *HAHA* my lucky seat number was number 100 *LOL* thinking I am a genius huh!?!?! well I am not because that mid-term test is very very easy... it is the same as tutorial questions!!! so.. hehe..

hmmm.. nothing special happen except that.. because I am too free.. I was thinking of getting a part-time job so that I got the MOOD of working when I am back to aus.. well then.. when for an interview in an advertising company for promoter job.. and 2 days later I get a job!!! they need promoter badly *lol*
being a promoter is really tire!! standing there whole day and not many customers!!! *sobs* have to record how many customers I have approach and the sales of the product.. my feet!!! *broken* me = useless @.@ I don't have confidence to sell this product because I don't trust the product!! and since I don't trust it and I have to promote to people and tell them how good it is was really hard!!! sigh~
I have stop working as promoter since then.. even I receive calls for job.. giving lots of excuses to reject it [T^T] actually it is a very good pay being a promoter but.. guess I am a choosey girl @.@

LiFe ~~ I been wondering about my future working life.. I hate being work in office though @.@
mann.. really lots of all kind of people in this life..

- tHe enD -

Happy New Year 2007 @.@

oh yea.. great.. is year 2007.. Happy New Year everyone!!! yaya.. bla bla bla~
I would never ever go to any crowded places but rather staying at home or sitting in a cafe having a good drink and chit chat with friends..
starting a new year.. assignment done.. mid-term test over.. hoho.. anyhow, duno why i feel pissed lately.. seriously pissed @.@ PISSED ! ! !

OH.. wHateveR ~

wHat hav I d0ne !!! @.@

oh yea.. yesterday is christmas day.. what I have done on that day?! I try out on cooking a cheese and potato gratin!!! sound yummy~ mMmMmmm~
Sally come over my place and we did it together.. quite easy though.. just prepare all ingredient.. and place into the special pot called AMC.. product from german.. I just love it cause using those pot is damn easy to cook.. even a stupid person like me who don't know cooking.. definitely can cook something UNEXPECTED *LOL*
Anway.. in the end.. is not good T.T because forgot to put salt and pepper!!! @.@ okay.. nevermind.. not too late to put now..
and finally... wow.. seem nice from the top.. and when I wanna try it.. MY!!! the bottom is... milkly and creamy.. is not harden!!! fine fine.. heat the bottom.. MY!!! it just boil!!!
@.@
going crazy.. give up.. guess using the wrong cream and milk T.T

G00d trY though ^^

and so.. continue assignment *@.@*

圣诞节快乐！

YAY.. Merry X'Mas!!! 圣诞节快乐！I want present!!! AHahahhaha~
hmmm.. what am I gonna do today?! ASSIGNMENT!!! due on thurs T.T not finish yet and not even reach half!!! sigh~~
Christmas eve went to ONE UTAMA.. DAMN!! Lotzz of people!!! crazy.. looking for carpark take forever.. very tire cause not enough sleep.. and plus looking for carpark take so long.. I so pissed off!!! *Out of Control aGain* T.T sigh.. should be a happy day mann.. the shopping complex more people than usual also pissed me off @.@ *I aM Crazy* oh yessss~
anyway.. after my nap I feel my world *LOL* went to have dinner with mama ^^

rush assignment!!!

惊喜！

哈哈.. 昨晚表妹竟然把我骗去Shogun Japanese Restaurant！说是Peng Chiao 喊着要出去..
当我到那餐厅时.. 我想.. 为什么表妹不跟我说明在这餐厅享用晚餐呢？一定是有问题..
但是.. 吃着吃着.. 大家没什么奇怪的动静，我就想.. 应该是我想太多了..
吃饱后，表妹又把我骗去厕所！
回到餐厅.. 桌上出现了蛋糕！ ... 我该怎么办！不知该有什么反应 .. 当然最重要的是要感谢他们咯！

其实.. 已经几年都没有庆祝自己的生日了.. 所以，不知道那种生日气氛是怎么样的.. 心情是怎么样的.. 有一点不习惯..
在那天，最重要的是和家人一起.. 尤其是妈妈.. 因为，在这快乐的日子就是妈妈痛苦的日子.. 辛辛苦苦的生你啊！
那些把“忙”的理由，没有好好孝顺父母的.. 就尽快在那特别的日子去陪陪他们吧！感谢妈妈在那九个月里那么辛苦的怀着你！别说那九个月.. 是他们把你养大的！
非常抱歉.. 竟然说了一堆阿嬷的话 ==""
最后.. 那天最最最重要的是.. 吃斋！不要杀生嘛 XP

奇迹！

哇！在这一分钟 .. 可说是我一生中的奇迹！弟弟主动开口跟我说话！
为什么是奇迹呢？！原因是因为我和他之间感情不是很好.. 没有原因的他不知为何的对我不理不睬.. 好奇怪.. 难道是因果吗？是我前世欠他吧..
他对我说话时.. 我可是两只眼睛睁开大大的！
哈哈哈.. 是否觉得我也是奇怪吧.. 因为我全家人都一样！@.@
哈哈.. 开玩笑啦！

*满足*

AnGer [x.X]

siGH ~ duno why.. recently my anger are so . . . [T.T] easily get angry.. whats wrong with me!!! I am so impatient.. oh b0y.. give me a break.. need to clear my "memory" and welcome my 2007 @.@ *wHaT tHe ~*

anyway.. I should not come back but enjoy the christmas in different environment.. don't know whether next year have the chance to stay there.. *s0bzZ*

anGeR!!! pLeasee g0 awaY!!! @.@

XP

YeaR enD LooOooo ~

Is December!!! When comes to December.. everyone will think of Christmans!!! YEA!! I LoVe Christmas!! ^^ and I LoVe Christmas eve as well.. It is a speciaL DaY though XP I feeL Great on these two days.. duno how to express how does it feel.. hehe.. is great to to have a christmas tree and candles around.. staying with someone special and enjoying christmas songs ^^ *LOL* mann.. I have a wish.. hope that my wish will come true one day [@.@]
AnYwaY.. year end is around the corner.. it is gonna be a brand new year to me and everyone as well ^^ same wish.. hope things go well and smooth XP
L0OkinG ForwarD t0 tHe LiFe oF 2007 ^^

事实！

对于现在的每一件事 .. 接受事实吧！
时间的过去.. 让我的情绪慢慢稳定下来.. 让我慢慢仔细去想.. *又想！* 把想法朝向好处去..
对了.. 前天成绩出了！还挺不错的喔！万万没想到Mr Bean的课程.. 竟然得到Distinction！哈哈哈.. 不出所料！这次的成绩真让我惊讶！因为我没有读书的本领.. 恭喜我吧！XP
hmmm.. 总是觉得我越来越懒散了！应该去打工或参与一些舞蹈班 ..我要学舞蹈！Latin.. Salsa.. Jazz.. Swing.. 然后想去尝试申请去韩国大学School of Dance学舞蹈！因为是scholarship 哦！ *发梦！* 已经一把年纪啦！怎么跟年轻人比呢？！不过.. 我还真想去试试看.. 就试而已嘛.. 看看自己是否是有料的 XP 其实是个不简单的面试喔！必须提高我的舞蹈咯！

がんばります！

sianzzZ ~

my life is so sianzzZ ~ I don't mean by boring but.. is like.. things not going as smooth as I wish.. well.. is just because of my own decisions on my actions.. *REGRET* [T.T] soOo many things!! I feel that I can die [T.T] anyhow.. not good to say "I can die".. just that I am t00 depress!!! [T.T] siGH ~ .. like my friend say.. trust the FATE!!! *s0bzZ*
I want time machine!!! Is even betta if Doraemon appear in front of me [@.@]

. . .

FeeLinG BetteR ?!

I really have been a very tough time recently.. make me feel my life is nothing but useless.. thinking what I am here to live in this world with the people around me.. even there is everthing exist here around me but I feel I am alone in darkness.. everything is invisible to me..
I have been thinking too much too many about everything.. these will even make my life more tough and difficult.. I should let myself a bit relax and do what I should do at this moment but not think so much..

The thing that make me feel so miserable is ME.. with only just a little thing doesn't goes well.. my mood will go down and feel like I am SOOOoooOoo stupid and useless.. just blame myself.. SO.. the problem this time is about my rental thingy.. the owner.. I don't know how to describe him.. he is good at some way and bad at some way.. everyone is that though.. is just that I am silly enough to trust people.. I don't know what's gonna happen next because things are not settled.. Thanks to him and I won't trust people but myself.. I must stand up for myself and for my right because I am all alone to face problems.. - Thats my weakness though - *SigH~*

Having a difficult in breathing recently.. make me feel sick.. plus with all the problems I don't know how long can I live.. I think I should check up with doctor..
and I think I should pray hard and more often as I have been a long while did not pray [T.T]

aLL bad LucK!!! *SHOOOOO*

. . .

静思小语

谈烦恼~ *w0RRY*

有些人常常起烦恼 - 因为别人一句无心的话 ，他欲有意的接受 。
People often feel upset because they take careless remarks too seriously.

如果有所付出就像有所回报 ，将会招来烦恼 。
Giving with an expectation for return brings misery.

[ 贪 ] 不但带来痛苦 ，也使人堕落 。
Greed not only brings misery, it may also bring ruin.

人生多欲为苦 - 人常被 [ 欲 ] 所牵引造业 。
Suffering is caused by endless desire, the desire that creates bad karma.

烦恼就像一条毒蛇睡在人的心中 ，一触动它 ，蛇就会咬人 。
Worry is a poisonous snake that sleeps in the mind; the moment you disturb it, the snake will bite you.

人生有烦恼 ，皆源贪 ，镇 ，痴三毒所引起 。
All worries in life flow from three poisons: greed, malice and ignorance.

人都因为有一个 [ 我 ] 作中心才有烦恼 ，所以要将 [ 我 ] 看淡些 。
Worries arise from attachment to "self". So let go of you attachment.

拥有的人烦恼 [ 失 ] ，没有的人忧虑 [ 得 ] ；患得患失 ，即成忧虑 。
When we have something, we are afraid of losing it. When we don't have something, we are afraid we won't get it. The anxiety of gain and loss causes misery in our life.

人人本有清净纯真的佛性 ，只因烦恼无明遮蔽了 。
We all have a pure and clear Buddha nature, obscured by worry and delusion.

释证严 著

飘在空中~

终于感觉到了 ^^
睡觉都可以安心的睡 .. 不同的感觉哦！
就 .. 一种满足感吧！ *LOL*
成绩应该没问题吧 T.T
还是别想太多啦！
好好利用这个假期 ^^

自从到国外 .. 一直都是冷天 ..
现在开始夏天了！好热！好不习惯 ..
虽然是夏天 .. 天气都一直变化 .. 怪怪的 ..

现在430am了 .. 9am要起床呃！
为了某某人 T.T
“都是你的错”
*LOL*
好啦 .. 不唱歌了！

终于来临了~

我的考试期在两个星期前就开始了 ..
九个小时后就是我的第一张考卷！
感觉怪怪的 ..
我感受到时间的每一分每一秒 ..
虽然等了好久 ，但我要考的时间眨眼间很快就过！
九个小时后考第一张 .. 在另外十二个小时后就是第二张了 ..
在另外的三个小时又四十五分后 ..
总共在二十四个小时又十五分钟后 .. 我就可以飘在空中了 ..

. . .

mood mode: n0 feeL ~

信心降低！

还有两天就考试了。。 我还没准备好呃！
越读越没信心 T.T 快疯了！
该睡觉的时间都没睡。。 好累。。 根本睡不着！
闭上眼 ，就想着考试。。
就算睡也不安。。

[ 疯 ]

撞壁！

M0vi3

太陽の歌 Taiyo no Uta *A Song to the Sun*

YuI *Tsukamoto Takashi



YuI


The Japanese movie I watch recently.. Nice and touch, but sad though -.-
It is acted by YuI *a singer as well* (sing in the movie *nice* ^^) and Tsukamoto Takashi
There is a Japanese series version acted by Sawajiri Erika (the girl acted in *0n3 Litre oF Tears*) and Yamada Takayuki (the guy in *WateR B0ys*)
This is a story based on the HongKong film *EndLess L0v3* *新不了情*

This story line is quite similar with １リットルの涙 Ichi Rittoru no Namida *One Litre of Tears* , which is based on true story ...
They are similar as in the girl suffering from illness with no cure .. Having a very warm care from family.. as well as friends.. and love ones..
B0th I like it very much ^^

太陽の歌

有个女孩，手拿着吉他 ..
每天晚上在街头演唱 ..
日出前必须回归，日落后才能出去 。
她 .. 患上了一种没有治疗方法的病 ..
XP (色素性干皮症) 紫外线过敏，
是一种患者病例数量极少的病，
患者一照太阳就会死的病。
紫外线的伤害，随年龄增长的神经障碍更可怕 。
大脑开始一点点的萎缩，
XP的神经病征开始出现，
不久以后会演变成全身的麻痹。

早晨躲在房里的她
望着窗外
和平常一样
见到他骑着摩托车提着Surfboard
买了饮料
一边喝，一边等着朋友

一天晚上，她遇见了他 ..
她期待的这一天 ..
看着他，脸上露出笑容 ..
拿起吉他，为他唱了一首歌 ..


YuI * Goodbye Days

だからいま会いにゆく < 现在就去与你见面 >
そう決めたんだ < 就这样决定吧 >
ポケットの　この曲を < 这首我作的曲 >
君に聴かせたい < 想给你听听 >

そっとヴォリュームを上げて < 慢慢把 volume 推上 >
確かめてみたよ < 直到调较到最合意为止 >

oh Good-bye days いま oh Good-bye days　いま
変わる気がする < 将会改变 >
昨日までに so long < 昨日已经 so long >
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
< 但你给的温柔仍然伴随着我 >
La La La ~ With You

片方の　イヤフォンを < 脱下一片 earphones 给你 >
君に渡す ゆっくりと 流れ込むこの瞬間
< 就在这瞬间音乐开始奏起 >
うまく愛せていますか? < 我可以去爱你吗？ >
たまに迷うけど < 有时都会迷惑起来 >

oh Good-bye days　いま oh Good-bye days　いま
変わり始めた 胸の奥 alright
< 要开始改变了 但在我心中 alright >
かっこよくない優しさがそばにあるから
< 因為我擁有你給的溫柔伴隨一起呢? >
La La La ~ With You

できれば < 如果可以 >
悲しい 想いなんてしたくない でもやってくるでしょ?
< 我不想再有悲傷的回憶 不過悲傷總是難免的吧? >
そのとき　笑顔で Yeah hello!! my friend　なんてさ
< 到那時候面帶笑容 yeah hello my friend之類的 >
言えたならいいのに… < 有話就說出來好了 >

同じ唄を　口ずさむ時 < 當唱著同樣的歌時 >
そばにいて　I wish < 都想繼續與你在一起 i wish >
かっこよくない優しさ に会えてよかったよ
< 很感激能夠得到你的溫柔和與你相遇 >
La La La ~ Good-bye Days

. . .

她和家人的日子
她和她好友的日子
她和他的日子
慢慢的过去了

她走了
只留下了无尽的回忆
和最爱的歌

. . .

*叹气*

唉 .. 这几天的心情很差 T.T 不是叹气 ，就是右眼跳几下 ..
都是自己拿来辛苦和烦！
就这样 .. 没心情读书 T.T
我的心情和情绪很容易受影响 ..

到底我做的是对还是错呢？谁来告诉我？
是不是我太顾着别人的要求 ，为别人着想而忘了我自己需要的是什么？
一切都是我的错 ..
这么多年都一直犯同样的错 ..
为什么要到18或21才变成熟 ，懂得想自己应该做什么事？
不过 ，现在的我还是迷迷糊糊的 .. 不懂自己要什么 .. 帮别人也有限的啊！
很多事情决定了最后还是后悔 ..
这 .. 就是我犯的错 ..

心情 ：低落

唉 .. 还离10天就考试了 T.T 还没准备好！
这个semester只有两科而已呃！
两科都 .. 真笨！到底上个semester我怎么应付四科呢？！
我快疯了！谁来救救我！
去撞壁 @.@ *晕*
啊！！！！！！！

没心读 T.T
*叹气*
该怎么办呢？
. . .

*s0bzZ*

Happyyy ~

yay.. 终于过关了！我的presentation过关了！好久没这种满足感 ^^ 很幸运的是 ，没想到可以回答他的问题 ^^ 当我回答时 ，见他点头的回应 ，让我有了自信 ^^

接下来 ，要准备考试咯！一定要过关！不然就要留多一个semester！T.T

加油！

祝我幸运！

Y0sH ~ がんばります！